Hey, I am 28,6`5'', 245 lb today, bf 7%. I train 6 times a week ever since i was 17 y/o and do muay thai 5 times a week and bjj 4 times a week. I did a cycle(first) of test E 300 mg/wk(12 weeks) and tren a 450mg/wk(10 weeks) with caber at 0.5mg/wk starting at week 3, i used aromasin as an ai at 12.5mg/ED(14 weeks) pct was started week 15 clomid 50/50/25/25/25/0 with arimidex 1mg,ED/1mg, EOD/0.5mg,EOD/0.5 mg E3D/0.5mg,E4D/0.5mg E5D. No problems whatsoever on this PCT no mood swings no drop in libido i was chilling. After that everything went back to normal per bloodwork felt good libido went back to normal eventually, sex drive was insane no problems. So I went on a short cruise 2 months after my pct starting from sept2017-feb 2018 i used a total of 6250 mg of testE during a 24 week peroid. I have decided to stop this cruise as i intend on doing a testE/EQ/HGH run next year and i wanted my body to catch a break. I started my pct 2 weeks after my last test E shot at the following dosage clomid 200/100/50/50 nolva 100/40/40/20 with aromasin at 12.5 mg ED. The sunday before the 2nd week of PCT started my car got stolen so i felt sad and i started to cry and got emotional at nighttexting old gf`s and crying like a bitch.My issues started 2nd week of this pct on monday( I had no issues in the first week all was good felt great) as my libido went down i started to have a limp dick(dick didnt even get hard whatsoever it was flappy and soft it was kaput out of order). Also Monday( 1st day of 2nd week) my heart rate increased rapidly i felt my heart pounding through my chest i have a feeling that clomid(200) was the culprit of my increased heart rate and nolva(100) for the ED and limp dick even when resting my heart continues throbbing.So I went to the ER to get checked EKG was normal chest scans were normal nothing out of the ordinary. I was told to stop the PCT meds by my doctor. So I decided to stop the PCT meds and to start blasting hcg at 1000iu ED for 10 days to help kickstart my testes( today is day 3) with 12.5 mg aromasin ED to combat estrogen. My balls are working again it gets hard no more limp dick but my sperm count is low which is expected but at least i got a kickstart. After the 10 days are over I intend to get back on the serms( as i heard hcg starts you clomid and nolva finish you) Day 1-35:clomid 50mg morning and night . Day 1-45: nolva 20mg morning and night . Day 1-45: aromasin 12.5mg E3D. I understand that the half life of clomid is approx 5-7 days so i am hopeful my heart rate goes back to normal after the 5-7 days pass so i can continue with the serms. I intend to pull bloods 7 weeks out from this pct to check if everything went back to normal. I Just want some advice hopefully from more experienced members about my situation and if the protocol i am running now will help me recover in due time as i have not done a lot of damage to my body. I am hoping i can receive some responses inorder to erase the confusion from my mind and to help me focus on recovery instead of stresssing.