HIGHRISK
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I feel your pain my brother. I get them out of no where also. I can be sitting watching tv and bam I feel it then my minds racing along with my heart. I quickly grab a Xanax drop it under my tongue and wait while I pace and splash water on my face. After it’s over it makes me so angry because I have no control and never will. You can be the baddest mfkr on th planet but get hit with an attack and your nothing!Perfectly put. I get 30 xanax a month at 1mg. Nothing kills a panic attack like xanax.
I'm glad to hear buspar worked for yourself. I'm on day 11 of taking it. Don't really notice a difference yet.
I've been prescribed xanax for over 3 years at this point. It started out at 90 a month!
The thing is i don't think I'll ever be able to completely come off. Xanax is like my security blanket. I know it's there if shit gets bad. Does that make me addicted? I'm not sure. I can say I've never abused them or taken more then needed.
A perfect example of my use is what happened yesterday. I'm hiking my dog in the woods and panic just gripped me. All i could think about was how this is a perfect spot for the enemy to attack me. I couldn't breathe. Heart started racing. Was legit worried i was going to drop dead.
My only saving grace was that i brought half of a xanax and took it. I just sat on the ground crying until the xanax helped. Which it did.
Panic attacks suck.
Thanks for the reply.
