So last year I was trying my fucking hardest to do a national qualifier and I was just about there!!! Diet good, training good, home life good, and every fuccn thing falling in place and weighing 197 low body fat around 9-10 percent!!! At 5’4” Well a god damn promotion at work happened and a baby and home life fell somewhat apart and then it cascaded with my diet!!! I kept working out god damn hard as I could! But, even with all the support and the coaches that volunteered their time and expertise to help ol Mighty Mouse out. I failed them! Who is to blame? ME! I’m going to get back on track. Back to my roots! Lifting hard and heavy! Lifting insane and non stop! Pulled baseline bloods 2 days ago and currently for the past I can’t remember how long been running 250- 275mg of test cyp 25mg provi and adex. So now, I’m running some Opti to see how my body likes it and if I get some good numbers back from my blood I will start it all over again to my 20 week prep. I will be starting back my diet! God damn 3lb of fucking meat a day again. We shall see where this takes me hopefully to a stage where everyone is taller but I am bigger. Here are my starting pics Keep in mind I haven’t blasted in 3 yrs or so so I know I let myself go but IDGAF that’s what y’all guys are for need that honest criticism to help my physique!