Hi everyone, firstly I just want to say, I’m pretty new here. Firstly I’ve done around 6 cycles, mainly test cycles with some eq and my last two I threw in some deca. Now with my last deca cycle, I was running 600mg test e and 600mg of deca. Now I have to admit that later on in the cycle I felt I lost my way mentally at times, looking back I was completely out of character, you could say I almost cost my relationship of which I have been in for 13 years. At the time I really didn’t Notice but in saying that I actually really didn’t even care, I became very selfish, all I wanted was sex and even tried asking the missus for different sexual activities, looking back now I just can’t believe why I behaved this way, also became aggressive and would lose my temper very easily which almost cost me a road rage incident.mentally for the first time in any cycle I was completely out of whack at times. I’m putting it down to the deca, what do you guys think. In previous cycles I never behaved this way. I was actually planning on running tren for the first time but knowing what I know with that compound I’m not so sure that’s a good idea. Cheers guys for any input.