Does anyone have experience of worsening ED throughout their 20s and early 30s and ever turned it around? That's mine. Nothing fixes it and it's just gotten worse. 100 mg of viagra gives me a 75% boner barely able to penetrate. melanotan 2 works but makes me severely nauseated even with Antihistamines. You also have to plan 6 hours beforehand and sometimes it doesn't work. It also turns me 10 shades darker if I use it more than once a week. TRT dosage at first worked well at 30- I was able to have penetrative, good sex for the first time since 26. But it only lasted a bit and then things went back to baseline- nothing. I've tried high dosage, low 100 mg a week, going off for 6 months with pct, AI, hcg, nolvadex etc. Nothing works to get me to a normal, basic functional sex drive. Doctors always assumed it was psychological or due to roids in the past (I have never touched the harder stuff). Finally they are wondering if there has been a physical aspect throughout my entire adult life. I will see a specialist referenced from my urologist finally and then he may send me off to a clinic on the West Coast for a prosthesis- if I am even a candidate. I cant afford such a thing right now but down the road I will do what I need. I have struggled with depression from young age. I experienced strong sex drive early on, but developed some weird guilt complex after my first girlfriend. I was unsuccessful at sustaining erections for the next few women and avoided sex until 21. I was able to have reasonable sex with a woman once I was put on lamictal and lifted out of depression. However, the drive eventually left. I was put on prozac at 25 and for 4 months was a sex maniac, then I had no sex drive at all. They took me off the anti depressant where I became actually depressed and no sex drive would return until 27. 27-28 had positive years in general and mood was quite good, but sex drive faltered whenever confidence did. Sex drive was strong and reasonable when life with chosen woman was well, but once things went sour I was unable to lift myself out of the hole for years. Depression, avoiding all contact and little nocturnal erections continued. This cycle all happened before I touched shot of testosterone. Any one want to take a guess at what is going on here? I am 34 now, have recenty had my gf of two years leave me (having sex once a month can drive a woman mad) and only get nocturnal erections 50% of the time. When I do, I am woken up, as they are full erections that I never get while in waking life, unless I use MT2. I have caverject shots sitting in my fridge but they hurt like hell and I dont see that as a long-term solution to this. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? Early childhood sexual trauma issues, went to therapy for years about it to meager results. The switching back and forth between sexual non-sexual has been typical since early but now it seems my mind and body have calcified it into a real disorder. And getting older will only worsen physical symptoms.