Hi , I am 22 years old , 170 lbs 6'1 always fit and healthy . testosterone was 816 ng/dl (dermatologist tested prior to prescribing propecia) before this nightmare happened , unfortunately don't have E2 or DHT . I am suffering from hypogonadism induced by finasteride , I only took 5 pills and a week after quitting all hell broke loose dry skin , shrunken testicles and penis , numb penis . I went to an endocrinologist a month later and he priscribed me clomid 50 MG every day , after 3 days my testicles came back full size , so did my skin Oiliness , my muscles and flaccid penis size and every side effect reversed . I couldn't take more than 10 days of Clomid even 12.5 every other day ( panic attacks , unstoppable crying ...) testicles shrunk within 5 days of quitting , fast forward 4 months later testosterone came back 377 ng/dl and I was feeling worse than even . I tried nolvadex 40/40/20/20 at the end Test came back at 739 ng/dl but testes did not came back in size and 4 weeks later test came back 392 ng/dl . Is there a way to fix this with nolva only ( long term then tapper) , I am willing to do a long term plan but can't take Clomid even 1 MG . Please help me I want to do whatever it takes to restore rather than go on TRT at 22 . I am suffering from brain fog , insomnia , numb penis , shrunken testes muscle ,strength loss and lethargy all the time . I am still in shock and disbelief that this happened my life is almost over at 22 . I was sharp , strong , driven and successful at work and school . Please help .