Lately I feel like I am not as strong as I should be, or could be or whatever. Sure- injury, injury, injury blah blah blah. I am trying to get an idea of how accurate my body dismorphia and training inferiority complex is. Stats- 6'2" 252 13/14% I really don't 1rm because i train alone and am sick of getting hurt but these are my latest heavy totals... these are not my pr's, but I am only interested in where people are today. My today numbers Bench 365 x 3 Squat 385 x 5 (sad) Dead 455 x 2 (and 1/2 Barbell row 225 x 8 Military press 155 x 11 or so- I go easy on shoulders. They hurt. How bad can you make me look?