Alright, a bit of background info on myself.. I'm currently 28 and I've been doing 12-14 week cycles since I was 21.. I always was responsible, did proper pct, etc... 1.5 years ago I started a cycle and I figured I would push it this time, see how big I can get. (didn't get hormone bloodwork beforehand but I get a general blood work test in Dec of 2017 and I was healthy) I basically did did test e the entire time with 8 weeks of tren in the middle. I never ran hcg and I got off late Jan. Now before I could begin my PCT, had a family emergency overseas and I had to fly out. I come back last week and obviously I'm crashing hard. Zero interest in sex, no desire to work out, etc.. Luckily, I still have a woody when I wake up so there may be some hope. I go to my MD and tell her I need to get my test checked since I'm feeling tired (don't mention anything about anabolics.) My results are: Free testosterone 42.0 Total Testosterone 234.0 I'm now in full panic mode. I ordered a female hormone (to check LH/FSH) panel from a private lab that I will get done tomorrow or the day after. Results should be in by Saturday hopefully. If I'm permanently shut down, so be it... I'm just horrified that I may have fucked myself up and won't be able to have kids since the wife and I are discussing it now. I also started 25 mg of Tamox and .5 mg of Anastrozole today.. should I stop that now so I can get accurate results? I've been reading other, similar topics and I ordered clomid as well. Like I said, I know I fucked up and if anyone has any advice, i would truly appreciate it!