Hi guys, first time poster on the Meso RX forums. I’m 26 with a past history of AAS. Superdrol when I was 19, I could buy it OTC. 2 test cycles in 2015, the first of which had 6 weeks superdrol front load along with 4 weeks of tren from 150mg up to 350mg. I guess I did them too close together and my body hasn’t been right since. I’ve left my body along for 2 years to no avail. Started TRT with hcg and an AI and it hasn’t yielded results. I quit TRT for awhile but started again in May 2019. I’ve been told I need to stick to a protocol for at least 8 weeks which I wasn’t doing before. That’s fine I can wait. I’m just confused and was jumping around protocols cuz I used to take test and feel great. Now I’m struggling. Why? I’d love for this to be a matter of just waiting but I feel like there’s more than testosterone going in. I’m currently on 75mg every Monday and Thursday. Day 32 tmrw on 01/06/2020. This is after a miserable time on 100mg e5d. These were my thyroid numbers among other things. Is it possible I’m subclinical to a certain extent. Thyroid & Iron Panel TSH 1.87 (0.40-4.50 mIU/L) t3, TOTAL 96 (76-181 ng/dL) T3, FREE 3.2 (2.3-4.2 pg/mL) T4 (THYROXINE), TOTAL 6.0 (4.9-10.5 mcg/dL) T4, FREE 1.1 (0.8-1.8 ng/dL) T3 REVERSE, LC/MS/MS 15 (8-25 ng/dL) FERRITIN 94 (38-380 ng/mL) IRON, TOTAL 146 (50-195 mcg/dL) IRON BINDING CAPACITY 324 (250-425 mcg/dL) % SATURATION 45 (20-48 %) THYROGLOBULIN ANTIBODIES <1 (< or = 1 IU/mL) THYROID PEROXIDASE ANTIBODIES <1 (<9 IU/mL) DHEA SULFATE 211 (85-690 mcg/dL) prolactin 7.7 (2.0-18.0 ng/mL) CORTISOL, A.M.14.5 (4.0-22.0 mcg/dL) Main symptoms: A step slow in cognition Energy Libido and Ed issues. I just want to live my life as a healthy 26 year old. This is not a life to live and it irks my soul that I can’t present my best self every day. Glad to answer any and all questions. Any advice is appreciated, thank you.