So I have over 6 months clean from psychoactive drugs right now, and my sex drive is pretty tanked. I feel like month 2-3 of sobriety it kind of came back but now has fallen off again. I really don’t feel like having sex or jerking off a lot of the time. And when I do I often will lose interest, lose sensitivity or hardness during. It’s fucking with me because I’m in a relationship with someone who I’ve been with for a couple of years (when I was doing meth and other shit we would break up for small periods of time and I’d fuck other people but the majority of the past few years we have been together) and she mentions my lack of interest in sex and makes it about her. Which honestly makes me feel really bad because I don’t know if it’s overall low sex drive or if I’m just a whore. I mean I know for a fact that if it was a brand new girl trying to fuck me I’d probably have a lot more enthusiasm and I feel bad knowing that. But my main feeling regarding the root of this is the anhedonia I’m experiencing often due to just being sober and having lived for 10 years only fucking or doing pleasurable activities high on something. I guess what I’m getting at is wondering if any of you guys have experience with sex drive issues after years of drug use, and how it worked out for you, etc.