Hi everyone, A little about me 29 yrs old 5'7" ~170lbs ~12-15% body fat I eat a Keto Diet for my health. It's helped keep my blood pressure and bloat at bay while cycling. I don't need meds anymore to control bp and water retention. On a traditional bodybuilding diet I was a bloated moon face mess lol. I started cycling ablout 3 years ago slowly, with just trt Test and gradually increasing the dose; then Test + Deca; then Test + Deca + Dbol; then Test + tren. Using arimidex and adding prami for Deca and Tren. Through my cycles I put on a bunch of weight and was up to 200lbs from 150lbs but wasn't happy with the way I looked. Everyone says you need to eat like crazy and so I did, and I seemed to put on quite a bit more than muscle, got to around 18-20% body fat and nice and moon faced. Not a look I liked. So I went on a long cruise and cut. I now am back on cycle with just Test E 750mg a week. I like just straight Test because it's much easier to manage the sides/bloat. I'm a mostly inactive member at ASF I was really only active when trying to find a good source and once I found one, I haven't looked back. I currently source everything from Basic after being burned by Hammer, you can't blame me for not trusting the smaller UGL's so much. Anyways, I'm looking to add HGH to my belt and Basic is usually out of stock of HGH and even when they're not, I'm not sure I can afford it regardless. So I've been looking around and I've heard a lot about TP. He's got great prices and supposed legendary quality. So why isn't he on this forum, or ASF? Actually the only forum I've found him on is BOP and they have a bad rep as far as forums go. So I'm a little confused. This whole game is confusing and the tons of reading I've done tends to send me in circles. I'm open to critique and discussion, and would love to here some thoughts on why a great source is only on a not so great forum? I know Meso has a reputation for really putting sources through the ropes, so that's why I've come here for some wisdom, so lay it on me =D I hope I didn't break any forum rules, from what I gather Meso isn't really censored? Which is part of what makes it so great? I'm not sure, everything is SO hard to find and so cryptic and so time consuming to filter through. Thanks in advance.