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Recovery from 4 year blast and cruise.

Discussion in 'Steroid Post Cycle Therapy and ASIH Treatment' started by Jay Monks, Mar 28, 2019.

  1. Jay Monks

    Jay Monks Member

    All began when i was 17, i wanted to get as big as i fucking could and hell i did. Skippimg all that bullshit and fast forward 4 years i stopped aas. My test results have been as follows:
    04/11/2013- 6.6nmol/L -
    (i then started smashing shit loads of clomid at about 150mg/day.
    13/11/2013- 16.4nmol/L -
    (I belive this was still low as fuck as i had all the symptoms of low test, however i never had pre labs)
    03/09/2015- 19.4nmol/L -
    (I had began using hcg at high as fuck doses and it only brought me up to this level)
    22/10/2015- 31.5nmol/L -
    I had increased 5000iu of hcg the day before this test so yeah figures)
    30/11/2015- 17.1nmol/L -
    (I fucked the hcg off and stuck it out with the clomid and even threw tamoxifen in there but still, not very high huh)
    19/04/2016- 6.6nmol/L -
    (i literally stopped taking anything in between these two tests and must have had this shitty ass level for a long time. Dick was dead muscles were fucked and life was hard/hopeless)
    01/11/2016- 15.1nmol/L -
    I started the clomid again at 150mg a day for quite some time to even get to that level, fuck it was a bad time.)
    21/04/2017- 12.7nmol -
    ( was still continuing with the clomid but i realised i was becoming a fucking psycho from it so i decided to stop and begin a 2 YEAR low dose hcg protocol.)
    24/03/2019 - 28.9nmol/L -
    ( i stopped the hcg 5 weeks ago and began clomid after the second week at 100mg/ed. and this is where my levels are at. This may sound odd but it feels as though the testicles have rwsponded more from the clomid this time around aftwr all that hcg).
    Any thoughts as to whether this has/will work? Test reference range (8.46-29).
     
  2. ickyrica

    ickyrica Member AnabolicLab.com Supporter

    So what does your doctor say?
     
  3. Jay Monks

    Jay Monks Member

    doctor said i was fine with a level of 12nmol/L. They dont know shit.
     
  4. ickyrica

    ickyrica Member AnabolicLab.com Supporter

    I would stop treating yourself and go to a doctor that deals with these issues. 4 years of B&C at such a young age along with reckless pct protocols has most likely done some permanent damage. You may very well need trt for the rest of your days bud. Find a specialist who can treat you correctly. Meso can give you all the answers in the world but you're dealing with more than a normal issue, get help that's better than normal
     
  5. Tinytim

    Tinytim Member

    Go see an endocrinologist and be honest. I knew everything at 17 too.
     
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  6. Jay Monks

    Jay Monks Member

    ha ha ha you have no idea. I have seen 2 doctors of medicine and endocrinology 3 TIMES. Your coming uo with all this bullshit about me having to be on trt, but do i really? With a test level as high as that? Think man think.
    I feel i have almost recovered but we shall see.
     
  7. Jay Monks

    Jay Monks Member

    FYI doctors in the UK WILL NOT prescribe
    testosterone to persons under 30 and/or if they have a test level of 12.nmol/L and above.
     
  8. ickyrica

    ickyrica Member AnabolicLab.com Supporter

    So then why are you here?
     
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  9. ickyrica

    ickyrica Member AnabolicLab.com Supporter

    You have made mistake after mistake and came to an aas forum looking for something but when you're given advice you scoff at it.

    When is the dead dick thread coming? Maybe a puffy nipples thread? Fuck off dude
     
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  10. Jay Monks

    Jay Monks Member

    im scoffing at you telling me to see a doctor when CLEARLY they can do nothing. Dumb fuck. And i was asking IF anyone thought it was possible that i WOULD recover.
     
  11. Jay Monks

    Jay Monks Member

    dick is also fine. I fuck like a lion u little worm so nah, that's no issue.
     
  12. ickyrica

    ickyrica Member AnabolicLab.com Supporter

    Clearly they can't do a thing, because you're going to the wrong doctors. I loved having all the answers when I was your age.

    Do I think you'll recover? Nope, not without the help of
    but you're maybe a bit to young mentally to sort out those details. Keep hammering away at the 150mg of clomid daily.

    if you have test levels high enough to be in the acceptable range then why are you asking if you would recover? You've already recovered with such high numbers, no? Relax dude, you're a developing young Male. You've done something completely retarded at such a young age and very well could have a long term issue from it. With any luck, you'll be ok but my guess is no considering the atrocities you've been doing to yourself. Go find a doctor that knows about aas and the lifestyle you tried to be a part of. Then stop playing around with your health and finish growing up. Ffs.
     
  13. ickyrica

    ickyrica Member AnabolicLab.com Supporter

    also, I'm curious. What's big to you? How did 4 years of anabolics treat you?
     
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  14. Jay Monks

    Jay Monks Member

    246lbs ripped to fuck. 220kg squats for 10. Deadlifts 350kg easy. Bench 210kg.
    I will repeat this cause you clearly have no brain fucking cells. DOCTORS IN THE UK SAY THAT THE TEST LEVEL OF 12 WAS FINE. So they cannot help. I have improved it myself regardless of your shitty input that helps to no degree. Thanks anyway.
     
  15. Jay Monks

    Jay Monks Member

    dwveloping young male? Im twenty fucking six.
     
  16. ickyrica

    ickyrica Member AnabolicLab.com Supporter

    I know they will say that it's a fine level, because it's in the acceptable range. So why are you asking if you've recovered?

    Lol, again bud, you're going to the wrong doctors. I know a handful of doctors that are steadfast on not being involved with a patient's anabolics use in anyway (including trt use) but what do you know? I just found a doctor that will treat accordingly. Keep looking.

    And yes, at 17 through your early 20s you're still a developing young man. Are you really arguing that?

    You've been off anabolics for how long? 3 years now? You did B&C for 4 years and have been trying to get natty levels up, feeling like shit and dealing with dead dick issues. Maybe it's time to self trt if you can't locate resources near you, but you should keep looking because you have the resources over there. Or you could keep telling me I have shit advice and there are no doctors that will help people in your position. Or maybe keep slamming that clomid...
     
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  17. ickyrica

    ickyrica Member AnabolicLab.com Supporter

    at your age and weight I believe this makes you the strongest deadlifter in your country. Lol. Yeah dude.
     
  18. Jay Monks

    Jay Monks Member

    dude EDDIE HALL CAN LIFT 500KG. And i was ripped to shit then. its not that great of a deal, i know a fella at 161lb that reps out 300!!! U don't know shit my man. I DO NOT need STEROIDS ever again, i only wamted to see what people thought about it actually working, cause im impressed. Not some little jumped up know it all tellimg me to go to a doctor WHICH I DID NUMEROUS TIMES and that I'll need trt. Wow dude
     
  19. ickyrica

    ickyrica Member AnabolicLab.com Supporter

    Congrats at being the strongest DL in your country, in your age and weight class (my bad for not posting that earlier, I figured you'd know how that info is broken down but you're way to linear to think laterally) You might want to call up the record keepers and get them to change that shit. I know a little bit about this and I'm calling bullshit on your claims, 100% garbage.

    And you keep sidestepping the issue of your inability to communicate without being an aggressive cunt. No wonder you can't find a doctor to help you out. I literally just googled trt doctors in Britain and found places that accommodate this situation. You're tapped bud.

    And no, you won't recover. I suggest a hose to wash that sand out of your vagina and maybe some pot to calm you down. Ffs.
     
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  20. Jay Monks

    Jay Monks Member

    Well i fucking have recovered from 6.46 level havent i ? I couldnt give a shit what u think cause your a little fag and probably on TRT least i dont fucking need them. Enjoy kid