Ok. Where to begin. First off, i do not sell anything that's not on my list. No narcotics. If one person on this board or anywhere has bought narcotics from me please come forward. If anyone has proof that i sell narcotics, please come forward. I've had people ask me if i know anyone who wants to buy this or that and I've said i will keep an eye out and never got back to them. Be honest, i don't even know people that use drugs other than marijuana. I take pain pills, but that's because (as many of you know) I'm very seriously and permanently injured. I only take them when i absolutely have to because i don't like taking drugs. I smoke marijuana very, very rarely for pain, but i can't stand the way it makes me feel. As far as me being in cahoots with the behind the scenes guys, whoever they might be, is also a lie. I've never had a dialogue with millard in any form whatsoever other than once i posted publicly can he delete something. I've never spoken to biggerben in any form other than in casual conversation another member mentioned he was having a rough time. I offered a bit of help and even told that person not to mention it was from me. I've done that numerous times with people I've never chatted with. Some of those peoples, on this board, don't even know I've offered or that i actually assisted them. It's all part of giving back to a community that has taken care of me. There are times when things might not look appropriate so I've come forward with it. Like with torroxl. I heard he was having a rough time through another member. I didnt know him and he wasn't even a customer. I ended up helping him and he became a customer and a friend. He toots the Stanford horn, but i let people know straight up, torro may have a bias. That's only fair to the community to let them know. There is another member that has done things for me behind the scenes. I have to keep that private for security reasons. He was taken care of for that. That doesn't affect meso and i can't disclose what that's about. Has nothing to do with narcotics. I've gotten close to a few of my customers throughout the years. I've never asked them to do anything inappropriate or that would in any way harm meso. Here's an example so you can understand what i mean. I got real close to a member and have been dealing with him for many years. I asked if he could ship me some 190 proof everclear. As far as tgi is concerned. I've heard rumors from many people that he thought i was part of some click with the top guys here to get him out. I can't say for sure that he thought that as it was second hand information. This is completely false. I've only ever praised him. I think he's a great asset to the members here. I read his post when he posted it early in the morning and sent him a pm asking him to stay. I said that he should ignore the haters, i have had to deal with them as well, and to know that there are many, many more people here that appreciate him. Be honest, i have my own theories on whats going on, but I'll keep those to myself. I don't like to start drama. I'm kind of a low drama person. Anyways, if anyone has any questions for me, if i can answer them i will. If anyone has any dirt on me post up. As long as you don't post any personal info that might be a security risk i won't have a problem with it. My theory on the whole situation is that everything that is being discussed in public or private is fake. Everything. I'll just leave it at that.