so i feel like shit all the time ; total test 300 ; but test cyp,enan,and even prop make my bp go way high and anxiety level forget it. i mean to the point i cant get my self worked up or i feel out of breath (fyi 5'10 185 lean no fat). should i try androderm? or is test test? and if cant take that can i take deca and or anavar just to feel good?