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Memoirs of a Steroid Kingpin by Ryan Root

December 1, 2022 by Ryan Root 14 Comments

Memoirs of a Steroid Kingpin by Ryan Root

I was the largest black market anabolic steroid dealer in U.S history. I have a very interesting memoir, a rags to riches story, in the vein of “Wolf Of Wall Street” or “War Dogs”. I built an empire. I built a legacy. I had more money, power, and prestige than I ever dreamed possible. Here is my story.

Ryan Root aka @bdsupplements

Ryan’s Root’s real-life autobiographical story is a must-read account of his rise and fall as one of the largest anabolic steroid dealers on the Internet.

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Table of Contents

Prologue

How I decided to become an online steroid source.

Interlude 01 (In Retrospect)

Looking back, did I have any regrets?

Episode 01 (In the Beginning)

How I got started.

Episode 02 (BD Supplements)

How I chose the name I used as a source.

Episode 03 (Make It Happen)

How I learned about the approval process on steroid source forums.

Episode 04 (Brand Ambassadors)

How I chose the ambassadors to promote by business.

Episode 05 (My Anonymous Website)

How I set up my first source website.

Episode 06 (Steroid Source Forums)

How I got started on two different source forums.

Episode 07 (Before the Storm)

How my day-to-day normal life was before “the storm”.

Episode 08 (Emergency Room)

How I made a living before I became an internet steroid source.

Episode 09 (Monitoring the Competition)

How I kept an eye on what my competitors were doing.

Interlude 02 (In Retrospect)

My thoughts on absurdity of existing drug laws.

Episode 10 (Adumbrations)

How I started accepting Western Union payments.

Episodes 11-20

Episode 11 (Most Profitable Day in My Life)

How I made the most money in one day up to that point in my life – $550.

Episode 12 (Becoming an Approved Source)

How iSteroids confirmed me as an official approved source.

Episode 13 (The iSteroids Bump)

How the “iSteroids bump” kickstarted by business.

Episode 14 (Gene the Drug Dealer)

How I applied the lessons I learned from Gene.

Episode 15 (Molly and Coke)

How I got involved with molly and coke.

Episode 16 (Buying a Dodge Charger)

How I cautiously started spending money on nice stuff.

Episode 17 (Overwhelmed with New Orders)

How I panicked after the number of order exploded.

Interlude 03 (In Retrospect – D.O.S.E.)

The D.O.S.E. (Dopamine, Oxytocin, Serotonin, Endorphins) response.

Episode 18 (Scaling an Infrastructure)

How I man scaled business operations to manage large number of orders.

Episode 19 (Delegating Responsibility)

How I delegated responsibility with the hiring of my first employees.

Episode 20 (Money Collectors)

How to collect $100,000s in illegal payments.

Episodes 21-30

Episode 21 (Partners in Crime)

How I recruited friends to help me run my steroid operation

Episode 22 (Investments and Paying Off Debts)

How I invested my money and paid off outstanding debts.

Episode 23 (Business Success and Personal Confidence)

How my business success influence my interpersonal relationships.

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Avatar of B Ware B Ware Jan 08, 2023 #1

@bdsupplements thank you sir for putting this together. It is a very intriguing read.

Sometime back I got a source to open up to me a little behind the scenes about how his empire came to be. Being that I’m a guy that falls a sleep every night to a good documentary and that this topic hits close to home being that I’ve been a member of these boards a decade, this is a truly fascinating topic to me. I’ve often let my mind wander off and picture a night sitting around a camp fire with big sources of the past and present and just sitting back and listening to their stories. Although there is no camp fire, thank you very much for sharing and opening up. Much respect for over coming everything and turning this into a legal business. I look forward to the next installments.

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Avatar of bdsupplements bdsupplements Jan 12, 2023 #2

Thank you very much for your support B Ware. I really appreciate you. Interestingly enough, the movies and stories I enjoy the most are documentaries as well, especially tales of rags to riches. I was so captivated by movies such as Wolf of Wallstreet and War Dogs, that I began framing my own story in this fashion in my head, and thought about it the whole time I was in prison. When I was finally released from prison, and I began opening up on some of these boards, Millard asked me if I would be interested in writing my story. I had been writing it in my head for years. It was a no brainer. Putting it on paper, it just flowed. When I commenced delving back into the intricate details, I began remembering aspects that were forgotten. I have had fun recounting everything, and candidly, this story has come out better than I expected. Thanks again for reading.

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Avatar of Millard Millard Jan 12, 2023 #3

I'm really glad you agreed to do this. There hasn't been any other former source who has been so open and prolific in describing their experience, success, downfall, and rebirth. Thank you.

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Avatar of bdsupplements bdsupplements Jan 13, 2023 #4

Thank YOU Millard. I had a client today, whom I was helping design a treatment protocol, tell me that he has been reading the story on MESO. He said it was fantastic, and he couldn't wait to read the rest of it. Thanks again for helping tell this epic story.

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O Obscured78 Jan 15, 2023 #5

Curious what was the name of your lab?

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Avatar of Millard Millard Jan 15, 2023 #6

View image at the forums

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Avatar of bdsupplements bdsupplements Jan 16, 2023 #7

Nice Millard! I am surprised at how many pics of my gear are still on the internet. That brings back some memories!

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Avatar of GMC GMC Jul 27, 2023 #8

What’s happened to the rest of it? I was really enjoying the read.
I’ve been waiting for Ep 20 since March.

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B BUCK67 Jul 29, 2023 #9

Same here, I thought the rest got deleted or something and I was missing out on the rest

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Avatar of GMC GMC Jul 29, 2023 #10

I’m hoping somebody in Hollywood has picked up on the story, and wants to make the movie - and don’t want it fully publishing before they get their hands on it!!
It’s a awesome story, if I was a producer I’d be jumping right on it with him.
I’m just listening/watching to some podcasts with him, he look the part too - he’s like a cross between the ‘rock’ & what Vin Diesel always wanted to be!! Seems like a top guy, I hope he makes a (another) fortune from it - and he deserves every penny!

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Avatar of bdsupplements bdsupplements Aug 04, 2023 #11

Thank you very much for your kind words GMC! I really appreciate you. I am not sure what happened to the rest of the chapters, there is a lot more left. I am guessing that Millard became busy, and hasn't had the time to release more chapters. Perhaps I can speak with him.

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Avatar of phenominal34 phenominal34 Aug 04, 2023 #12

I quit reading the top original post after “I put on 32lbs of muscle in 5 weeks”

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Avatar of bdsupplements bdsupplements Aug 04, 2023 #13

In our community, we have been plagued with the cynicism that reportrs of people putting on 30lbs of muslce or more lack veracity. Another concept that I have noticed plagues our community is people's inabilty to see outside their own self centricity. Prople believe that whatever reactions happen to them or a couple of their gym buddies, is exactly how everyone else reacts; whether it be exercise regimens or hormones. This narrative fallacy that no one can put on 30lbs of muslce or more stems from a subset of cynicists who aren't able to put on that kind of muslce mass themselves, so, not only do they claim that no one else can put on 30lbs of muslce or more, but they make fun of those who make this claim. Of course, others who cannot put on that type of muscle mass jump on this band wagon. The cynics have also convinced people who do gain more than 30lbs that it is not muscle, but they are given a facile explaination that weight gain is due to water weight and/or glycogen.

When we talk about not being able to see outside your self-centricity; I am a biochemist who has guided approximately 20,000 people through the use of hormones. A thousand of those were professionals I helped put on stage. I have aggregated as much, if not more, empirical and anecdotal data than almost anyone in the county. I only say that to illuminate my credentials and vast experience.

Certainly, anabolic steroids can cause edema in the form of water retention in the dermis. For some, very little water is retained in the dermis, for others, significant water is retained in the dermis. For some, water retention is not a significant source of weight gain. Muscle gain is a function of fluids enlarging the muscle cell. A significant portion of that fluid is water. But, that is a part of muslce gain. The increased size from fluid in the muscle cells allows for myosin to have a stronger dipole action on actin, increasing the strength of the contraction.

Glycogen is a back up instant energy source to glucose. Glycogen is located in the liver and in muscles. One of the reasons muscles increase in size is to accomodate more glycogen for more energy and more strength. Gaining glycogen weight in the muscles is a function of gaining muscle weight, and is one of the reasons you get stronger. Even so, muslce glycogen doesn't weigh much. On average, about 500g of glycogen exists in the human muscles. Even if you double the size of your muscles, you only gain about a quarter pound of glycogen weight.

For those who believe it is impossible to gain 30lbs of muscle or more; bullshit. Granted, it is a small subset of hyper responders than can gain that much muscle mass. I am a hyper responser. I have seen some genetically gifted guys take a moderate dose of testosterone and dbol, lose fat and gain 30, 40, even 50lbs and still be so lean they could immediately step on stage. One thing you realize when you accrue a vast array of data in this field of study, is that you cannot put everyone in a box. You cannot indicate certain limits and certain ranges for everyone. There is a massive disparity in the way each individual reacts to certain hormones, certain compounds, and certain protocols. Admittedly, I have been a victim of disbelief in the past. But I have seen, with my own eyes, bodybuilders go on drug benders, get fat, lose muslce to atrophy, clean up and put on 50 pounds of muslce, and look ready to step on stage in two months. It is not common, but some people are genetically gifted, and to deny that is to deny some pretty incredible stories and some pretty incredible truths.

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Avatar of phenominal34 phenominal34 Aug 05, 2023 #14

You can cherp these long ass paragraphs all you want, no one is putting on 30 lbs of muscle in 5 weeks, 35 days. Cool story tho lol

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