That's because steroids cause cell death.
MESO-Rx
Anabolic Steroids
2nd cycle. Test, Tren, dbol, HGH, Slin
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That's because steroids cause cell death.
Bitch you can’t even write a scentence that makes the least bit of sense
Hey man, Im new on this site and haven't posted much, but I was young and dumb once and started steroids at 17 and continued to do them off and on (mainly on) until I was 20 or 21. I dont have any scientific proof, but it messed me up in a lot of ways I never knew until the last few years.
I did several cycles consisting of Test,Tren, Winny, Deca, DBol, and EQ. I think the Tren fucked me up the most. I stopped all drugs in my early 20's because my buddies started going to jail and I joined the military.
Once I got off all the gear I started noticing issues with social and generalized anxiety, issues which I never had before. My sex drive was fucked for years even though I did several PCTs. My anxiety and lack of sex drive created lots of issues making new friendships and relationships. These issues still haunt me today and played a big part in my divorce. It takes a lot more stimulus for me to get aroused. My testosterone and everything is in normal range according to the docs, but my sex drive is damn near non existent.
Plus, I think I may have stunted my growth. Im 6'0" and figured I was tall enough when I started, but looking at everyone else in my family, I think I may have stunted my growth by an inch or two. Also found out last year from my doc that my heart is starting to show signs of wear and tear more than normal for someone my age and in being in good physical condition.
Who knows, maybe steroids had nothing to do with any of these issues, but it is something that's always in the back of my mind. I regret doing them at such a young age. If you dont stay on top of it, you will eventually lose all your gains anyways.
Quit while you're still ahead man. You are young and have your whole life ahead of you. Dont let your physique define the man you become.
I did several cycles consisting of Test,Tren, Winny, Deca, DBol, and EQ. I think the Tren fucked me up the most. I stopped all drugs in my early 20's because my buddies started going to jail and I joined the military.
Once I got off all the gear I started noticing issues with social and generalized anxiety, issues which I never had before. My sex drive was fucked for years even though I did several PCTs. My anxiety and lack of sex drive created lots of issues making new friendships and relationships. These issues still haunt me today and played a big part in my divorce. It takes a lot more stimulus for me to get aroused. My testosterone and everything is in normal range according to the docs, but my sex drive is damn near non existent.
Plus, I think I may have stunted my growth. Im 6'0" and figured I was tall enough when I started, but looking at everyone else in my family, I think I may have stunted my growth by an inch or two. Also found out last year from my doc that my heart is starting to show signs of wear and tear more than normal for someone my age and in being in good physical condition.
Who knows, maybe steroids had nothing to do with any of these issues, but it is something that's always in the back of my mind. I regret doing them at such a young age. If you dont stay on top of it, you will eventually lose all your gains anyways.
Quit while you're still ahead man. You are young and have your whole life ahead of you. Dont let your physique define the man you become.
Oh shit man. That does sound shitty. I mean I do wonder somtimes how much damage it will really do. For the most part I think that the human body is pretty good at healing itself after using or even abusing certain drugs if you take a good break from them. Which is why IMO steroids are so different from other recreational drugs. They don’t cause a high, you don’t get addicted to them. So then, your Able to cycle them in a way that lets your body repair most of the damage that is caused. Of course this is the situation for a fully grown man. Not necessarily for a 17 year old guy. So yes I see everyone’s points on the subject. And I would assume that yes, there is a very good chance that your sexual disfuntions are probably from AAS (most likely trenbolone, or deca) I cant think of any other big possibilities for causing that at such a young age.
I’m sad that I’ve went down this path but I have to say that I am TRULY obsessed with getting bigger. I can’t help myself. I don’t know why I feel that way. I kinda wish I could just be okay with the way I am. It’s not for girls or anything like that. I just have this weird urge to be a walking chunk of muscle. I want to atleast finish this cycle. There’s 7 weeks to go. Then I will really consider stepping down from this for a while
Your body may heal, as did mine, but it may never be the same. Or you may cause premature wear and tear on your body without even knowing. Issues may not arise for years. I was so young that I never got to know my body as a healthy young man, so I never knew what was normal and what wasn't. I figured I was good to go.
If you look at me, I look super fucking healthy. Im a firefighter and definitely in good condition, but mentally I have issues and now my heart is starting to show signs of premature wear and tear.
I was young like you at one time and now starting to pay the price. Is my life over, fuck no. But, I sometimes wonder how much better off Id be if I never touched the shit.
If you look at me, I look super fucking healthy. Im a firefighter and definitely in good condition, but mentally I have issues and now my heart is starting to show signs of premature wear and tear.
I was young like you at one time and now starting to pay the price. Is my life over, fuck no. But, I sometimes wonder how much better off Id be if I never touched the shit.
Hawkins
Member
I think there is something deeper here than just "wanting to be big".
Or, he's not taking anything and just wants attention...
Or, he's not taking anything and just wants attention...
Vlad The Impaler
Member
You look like complete dog shit. Zero muscle all fat. Why are you wasting your time
Post a picture of yourself up with ur stats so I can see what I should work towards
Hey man, I know you think we're all evil adults trying to tell you what to do but we're not. We're honestly trying to help you. Take this with love: If you're obsessed with getting big, you need to learn how to eat and train first before the steroids will really take you anywhere. At 17, on the juice and being on a forum that deals with pretty much lifting/programming, you don't look impressive at all. You look like the average 17 year old in the offseason of football. Looks like you do sports but haven't worked out in 3-4 months. Get off the test and tren and read up on lifting and diet. Get that dialed in and then have a second look at the juice. You have no idea of the damage you're causing your body and we want you around here for a long awhile. Last point, read up on the anxiety and dick not working. If nothing else will change your mind, imagine being in college, where girls are taking bullcrap women's studies classes and choosing to hoe it up on the daily but you can't get hard. Just imagine that. Think about this man. It won't be worth it.
KingPin42
Member
If you want to compete when you are 18 then do it naturally. If you are serious enough about competing you can go far by just lifting naturally. You can even win a few shows, become nationally qualified (like I did naturally), and potentially win a pro card.
Once you are competing for a pro card is when you should think about taking this all the excessive gear you listed in your cycle. Listen to the guys on this site before you do irreversible harm to yourself.
Once you are competing for a pro card is when you should think about taking this all the excessive gear you listed in your cycle. Listen to the guys on this site before you do irreversible harm to yourself.
225 lbs, bf% looks the same during the day but in the mornings I look like I’m 2-3% down on bf %. The HGH results came back and it’s real, and almost lives up to pharmacy grade. I’ve been taking round 8iu of HGH a day. I haven’t seen significant fat loss but I know it takes a long time. I got about a 4 month supply on hand. I’ve tried the insulin here and there. I can definitely see it working. Things are going great. Putting on mass every day
AlwaysHungry
Member
How is the cycle going ?
It’s going great, I’ve been keeping everyone updated if you scroll up
AlwaysHungry
Member
Post some photos also how y doin with the slin ?
I haven’t been using Slin very often, but when I do it bloats me up nice and big, lol. I’ll post pics soon
AlwaysHungry
Member
Slin bloats y ? Lol
Now that a think of it it’s probably just the massive amounts of orange juice and protein shake that I consume after taking Slin LOL
