You're basically asking how to paint a home but refusing to use paint or do any of the painting. Somehow, you can afford and want to use a spray gun painter, but then can't afford paint.
Like, if you're gonna blast steroids, especially heavy ones, maybe you should, I don't know, lift some weights? All you're gonna do is get fat and grow bitch tits. You're fucking with a 19-nor and don't even have caber on hand? A lot of times gyno develops with perfectly normal e2 levels (and prolactin levels too, at that, but I'm sure you got nolva, ralox, and letro on deck and know which ones work for you).
Like legitimate advice is, you're a moron.