Steroids effecting everyone differently,you are injecting hormones man.and they change everything in your boy.your e2 will be high when you use Testosterone.And steroids have cortisol in their formules.I think it is nice to see for you which" hormones are wrong".Deca killed my dck for months and today im not like old times.my hormones were always perfect.but most doctors doesnt know this,Testo/E2 ratio is everything.I saw a guy who has 260 ranges testosterone and have a good libido.Firstly listen me and donate blood,you can clean your blood some and feel relax,and your body will create new hormones fastly.And dont forget this,your mind will effect you very hardly.I feel for you man and you will be good you are in the true way! I know a man who had impotance for 14 years,he married and her wife left him after 1.5 year cuz of impotance,cialis or viagra wasnt working on him.And then he went to doctor,first doctor couldnt help him.He tried other doctor,his new doctor found that his prolactin was in high range and lowered his prolactin.And then he started feeling somethings are going ok,now cialis and viagra was working some but he was still having anxiety.Then his doctor sent him to a sex psychiatrist.And after 2 or 3 months from therapy he decided to try sex with a woman,he took some viagra and said to his woman,"i may have trouble sorry".But everything was perfect.His woman said that "you dont have problem" .And this man started feeling normal again,and to this day he doesnt need viagra or cialis anymore.And now you are in the true way you will be ok,you dont have vascular problems,just hormones... And a good doctor may fix this.Good lucks my friend