humangrowthwhore
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Hello all!
I'm new here but not new to PEDs. It's been some years since I messed with anything. 10 to be exact. I will be 33 in June, I'm 5'6'', 177 lbs BFP is probably around 25%. I used to be 9ish % BFP at 190lbs but things changed.
I had done juice for 18 months or more in cycles of 5 weeks on, 3 weeks off from ages 20-22. I was doing cycles typically with a long ester test base at around 400-700 mg a week and would stack stuff like d-bol, deca, tren, and eq just to name a few adding another 350-550mg or so. I would administer it every 3rd day. I wouldn't stack any more than 3 but typically ran 2. I would run Letro starting one week before my last shot and continue that for 3 weeks until one week before the first shot of my next cycle. Looking back I realize this wasn't ideal but this is what I was taught by someone who I thought was knowledgeable at that point in time. I would also like to add this guy was about 280 LBs, about 6'3'', and absolutely ripped. He owned the biggest gym in the city at the time so you can't really blame a kid for taking the advice.
The last cycle was a heavy Test 300 and Tren E cycle. This cycle shut me down BIG time for 3-4 months and the letrozol I was using just didn't do the job. (It was the old-school UGL gear). I feel like I never fully recovered from doing the gear at such a young age and the older I get the worse the symptoms get.
For the past 4-5 years I have just havnt been feeling %100. All symptoms of low test. Hard to lose fat, hard to gain strength, no sex drive, sleep pattern is hard to maintaine, extremely low energy, hard to concentrate sometimes, I seem to overthink and even my memory is off sometimes.
After watching Andrew Hubermans stuff I did experiment with options like Fedigia Agrestis and Tongkat Ali just to name a couple. I did see success with those and actually reversed everything I listed above. Yes, the natural shit did actually work. I saw fat loss, muscle growth, increased sex drive, and started to feel good but reverted back when I stopped taking them. I'm looking for a more stable and sustainable option though.
I ended up getting bloodwork done about 6 weeks ago. My blood was drawn at 7:am after a 12-hour fast. The panel looks a little incomplete from what I asked the doctor for but baggers can't be choosers.
I have recently been denied TRT by 2 local TRT clinics in the past month cause my numbers aren't at fuckin 200. Both my SHBG and FAI were flagged for further analysis. Apparently, all my levels are normal and there is something else wrong with me, I know my test wasn't super low at the time of the last blood draw but I do know what I feel like.
I would like to add that I think it's a joke how our TRT clinics work here in Canada. Well, at least the ones I have been to. They will treat any chick who simply wants to transition to a man without a fuckin question. If my 16-year-old female cousin wants to be a dude...guess what. She gets the test... Yeah, I know. That's the world we live in right now. They won't treat a 32-year-old man like me but will pump female kids to the gills. WTF.
As a result of all of this shit, I have decided to take matters into my own hands. Earlier this week I ended up ordering some gear. I got some sus 250, Cardarine, Nolva & HCG (just in case), HGH, and some MK677 for the old lady. I'm planning on running.....
-150-200mg sus for the first couple of weeks to see how that makes me feel and go from there. Might drop to 100-150 and cruise.
-2IU HGH ED split up throughout the day and slowly increase to 4IU throughout the next couple of weeks.
-10mg ED of Cardarine split into 2 doses of 5mg.
All that being said...I'm currently looking for someone who is interested in helping me monitor my bloodwork. Don't bother if you're not a seasoned vet. If you're a medical pro I'm willing to trade crypto for your time to personally help me out every once in a while just to have a 2nd set of eyes. If you are that person or if you know someone who is then please reach out. Any and all help is greatly appreciated.
I'm planning on running monthly bloodwork just to get a feel for how my body is taking to the new stuff. I'm not an idiot and I'm sure I can manage myself but would much rather have someone who knows their shit to help me monitor my bloodwork. I don't think this is a big ask so don't crucify me in the comment section.
I added my latest bloodwork and will be getting blood drawn again Monday morning than starting my TRT/cycle later the same day.
Leave a comment or reach out to me at humangrowthwhore@protonmail.com
Thanks in Advance!
I'm new here but not new to PEDs. It's been some years since I messed with anything. 10 to be exact. I will be 33 in June, I'm 5'6'', 177 lbs BFP is probably around 25%. I used to be 9ish % BFP at 190lbs but things changed.
I had done juice for 18 months or more in cycles of 5 weeks on, 3 weeks off from ages 20-22. I was doing cycles typically with a long ester test base at around 400-700 mg a week and would stack stuff like d-bol, deca, tren, and eq just to name a few adding another 350-550mg or so. I would administer it every 3rd day. I wouldn't stack any more than 3 but typically ran 2. I would run Letro starting one week before my last shot and continue that for 3 weeks until one week before the first shot of my next cycle. Looking back I realize this wasn't ideal but this is what I was taught by someone who I thought was knowledgeable at that point in time. I would also like to add this guy was about 280 LBs, about 6'3'', and absolutely ripped. He owned the biggest gym in the city at the time so you can't really blame a kid for taking the advice.
The last cycle was a heavy Test 300 and Tren E cycle. This cycle shut me down BIG time for 3-4 months and the letrozol I was using just didn't do the job. (It was the old-school UGL gear). I feel like I never fully recovered from doing the gear at such a young age and the older I get the worse the symptoms get.
For the past 4-5 years I have just havnt been feeling %100. All symptoms of low test. Hard to lose fat, hard to gain strength, no sex drive, sleep pattern is hard to maintaine, extremely low energy, hard to concentrate sometimes, I seem to overthink and even my memory is off sometimes.
After watching Andrew Hubermans stuff I did experiment with options like Fedigia Agrestis and Tongkat Ali just to name a couple. I did see success with those and actually reversed everything I listed above. Yes, the natural shit did actually work. I saw fat loss, muscle growth, increased sex drive, and started to feel good but reverted back when I stopped taking them. I'm looking for a more stable and sustainable option though.
I ended up getting bloodwork done about 6 weeks ago. My blood was drawn at 7:am after a 12-hour fast. The panel looks a little incomplete from what I asked the doctor for but baggers can't be choosers.
I have recently been denied TRT by 2 local TRT clinics in the past month cause my numbers aren't at fuckin 200. Both my SHBG and FAI were flagged for further analysis. Apparently, all my levels are normal and there is something else wrong with me, I know my test wasn't super low at the time of the last blood draw but I do know what I feel like.
I would like to add that I think it's a joke how our TRT clinics work here in Canada. Well, at least the ones I have been to. They will treat any chick who simply wants to transition to a man without a fuckin question. If my 16-year-old female cousin wants to be a dude...guess what. She gets the test... Yeah, I know. That's the world we live in right now. They won't treat a 32-year-old man like me but will pump female kids to the gills. WTF.
As a result of all of this shit, I have decided to take matters into my own hands. Earlier this week I ended up ordering some gear. I got some sus 250, Cardarine, Nolva & HCG (just in case), HGH, and some MK677 for the old lady. I'm planning on running.....
-150-200mg sus for the first couple of weeks to see how that makes me feel and go from there. Might drop to 100-150 and cruise.
-2IU HGH ED split up throughout the day and slowly increase to 4IU throughout the next couple of weeks.
-10mg ED of Cardarine split into 2 doses of 5mg.
All that being said...I'm currently looking for someone who is interested in helping me monitor my bloodwork. Don't bother if you're not a seasoned vet. If you're a medical pro I'm willing to trade crypto for your time to personally help me out every once in a while just to have a 2nd set of eyes. If you are that person or if you know someone who is then please reach out. Any and all help is greatly appreciated.
I'm planning on running monthly bloodwork just to get a feel for how my body is taking to the new stuff. I'm not an idiot and I'm sure I can manage myself but would much rather have someone who knows their shit to help me monitor my bloodwork. I don't think this is a big ask so don't crucify me in the comment section.
I added my latest bloodwork and will be getting blood drawn again Monday morning than starting my TRT/cycle later the same day.
Leave a comment or reach out to me at humangrowthwhore@protonmail.com
Thanks in Advance!
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. It's hard to get a decent family doctor here in Canada as well. I guess this is a result of having "free" health care.
