Once again guys,yes im came here cause ive been on messo everyday just wasng sure if i ever wanted to make a thread because everyone here thinks there shit dont stink when in all reality yall aint no better than anyone else,yall bash every source that comes on here,i member when bd tried to come on here and everyone bashed the shit out of him and i can promise not one of you have a better source than he was,promise and 2 what bisiness is it of anyone if i wanted to take steroids,not your concern,but if you must know why i jumped on them with in a year well here ya go,when i started lifting about 6 months in and wasnt about to take something elegal so i came across prohormones,mutang plexx was m sten epi h drol and dmz in it,took those and seen myslf growing niceley ran that cycle then with out a break jumped right on super dmz 3.0 alpha 1 m sten dmz after that my skin started turning yellow eyes were yellow no energy was hospitalized for liver damage,was sick for over a month before i got better,k heres where we begin,my test levels never even come close to comming back to normal was lways tired libido sucked went to doc he informed me my natty test would prolly never get back to normal,i didnt have insurance and test is high dollar at a pharmacy, so i fucked up didnt study on these prohormones to see the dangers of them so my stupidity got me where i am today,i had to turn to the dark side to afford my test and so i did,so now i always have to cruise test and every now and then ill blast with tren a for 10 weeks or so then cruise again,trust me wasnt gonna make the mistake of not learning about them like i did with the prohormones,ive studied the shit out of them and would be willing to bet i know more than half of you,plus i am 40 yall and at that age i started the game late,but i do eat right,got ,my macros right workout hard and get lots of sleep,to be honest this time last year my normal weight was 160 # and about 14% body fat a year later im at 185 with about 9 % body fat so that 25# of lean mass im haply with that,and yes i do like meso and think its funnier than shit the way yall bash new sources and shit,but when an average guy comes on starting a thread its just fuckn wrong to bash someone yall dont even know,specialy when i just simply wanted to know if any one has herd anything diff. From what i had heard,any way i believe in treating someone the way u wanna be treated,none of you own this fuckn board your on here no diff.than me,you didnt here me bashing anyone huh,least not till dude ran his dick sucker