I've been lurking other fitness forums since 2020 and this is the first time I've ever come across "I'm shitting myself after pinning test". In a literal sense, at least
What's hilarious to me is that it apparently took you years to seek help with shitting yourself after every single pin? I hope that, if this is even true, an internet forum wasn't your first choice and you've seen your doctor about this at least once
Also lmao at the thought that olive oil as carrier would fix that, if I ever decide to get into homebrewing I'm gonna market "premium" testosterone brewed in extra virgin olive oil. Will even put labels with the origin of the olives on it for shits and giggles. I'm sure the soccer moms and "lifestyle guru follower" types would eat that up faster than I could press olives