I am 40 yrs old and have been lifting on and off for over 20 yrs. I have been on for about 4 yrs now and have no idea where to start looking for gear ? I workout at home (have acquired a nice gym over the yrs) Where do I look/ask, I cant just walk up to people in a random gym and say hey got some roids man? It is very frustrating ( i live in the frozen tundra, ND ) and could use some tips on how to obtain some?