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[ill-pick-one-later]

39 years old out of New York. I wish I would have known about this site earlier on. I started playing around with sarms a little over a year ago and didn't do as much research as I thought I did. I ended up with some pretty bad suppression. so the genius that I am, I figured I'd go to my primary care make some claims about my sex drive and have them check my testosterone levels. well apparently it doesn't just work like that (at least with my doctor it didn't). he ran the normal lipid panel and of course all my readings were out of whack. cholesterol issues, blood pressure issues a whole list of things. so naturally the doctor looked at these results and figured something was wrong and put me on blood pressure medication and cholesterol meds. so again, me being the scholar that I am, instead of being up front with the doctor and telling him what I did. I sat there quiet. now mind you the only reason I was doing any of this was that I thought I would walk in get a blood test and my testosterone would come back low and WALAH I get a testosterone prescription. now being that didn't happen and I'm feeling like shit I figured fuck it, jump back on more sarms at a higher dose and that might fix things until I could figure out this road to a test prescription. I know I know, you don't even need to say it. hindsight is 20/20. anyway I'm back and forth to the doctor and doing more blood tests but now I'm taking these tests while I'm on all these Sarms and not mentioning any of it to the doctor and I had/have zero clue what that does to your results but obviously it did enough that they prescribed me to an endocrinologist. now a normal thinking person may think "okay this is going to far" but not me. no I'm thinking an endocrinologist is going to be my ticket he'll see the low test and I'm golden. now this is where things go from bad to worse due to my lack of knowledge. he's running bloods to see why my blood pressure is so out of control on meds and sees my dopamine is through the roof and my adrenaline is spiked. does sarms cause this I have no idea but I thought it was a possibility. well I'm still not coming clean because in running these tests boom my test comes back at under 100 and I figured mission accomplished. I'm going to get a life long prescription and I was just going to ride out the suppression and let myself rebound naturally and next time I get on sarms I have a Test base. I know how this all sounds and I promise you I'm much smarter when it comes to other things outside of this. anyway keep walking with me it gets better. now being everything else is so out of whack the endocrinologist can give 2 shits about the low reading of test and is assuming whatever is giving me these out of whack readings on everything else is probably effecting the testosterone so we're not even going to address this right now. So I'm still on rad/yk11 and s23 during all this and keeping this information to myself. so they refer me to a urologist who ultimately says I have an issue with my adrenal gland and it needs to be removed. now is this a coincidence that we found this during all this and it so happened I had an underlying issue or did the sarms fuck it up or maybe nothing was wrong and the blood work is only reflecting that I'm actively on sarms. anyway so off to surgery to remove this gland. now it's out and I'm back at the endocrinologist for a follow up. we discuss the surgery we're past this now and he prescribes me 200mg test a week. but orders a blood test to check my testosterone anyway. so my prescription is for 4 weeks at a time. I'm on week 3. I figured I'll log in to see the results of my bloods to see what my levels were prior to the shots because I know this is what the doctor is going to see and it shows I'm a little over 500 so I must've rebounded in this time but I'm sure I'll be cut off when I try to get a refill

sorry for making this soo long and it was never my intention going in to this but I haven't mentioned this to a single soul and I surround myself with a lot of people and I guess this was therapy because once it started flowing I let it all out

 

[Mrhairyman]

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