Hello, I'm DarkMatter.

[DarkMatter]

Hello fellow members!

I'm DarkMatter. I am here because of two primary concerns. Privacy (Privacy, Anonymity, Security) on the internet and the safely of drugs. Facts are, the majority of internet users do not care of take the proper per-cautions to protect their privacy and people use drugs. Laws, extra, do not change this so we must do what we can to make sure they are safe. This includes "legal" and illegal" drugs. As we know, legality has nothing to due with the safety of the drug. You have to be an active participant in your medical treatments, do your home work, and do the best you can to assure your safety.

I hope to be able to help myself and others by the knowledge I gain from this forum and many other resources available on the internet. Thanks for accepting me on the forum!

 

[Eman]

Welcome to meso

 

[Perrin Aybara]

Welcome.

 

[Smokey McPot]

Welcome brother

 

[TANGO.ECHO.KILO]

Hello fellow members!

I'm DarkMatter. I am here because of two primary concerns. Privacy (Privacy, Anonymity, Security) on the internet and the safely of drugs. Facts are, the majority of internet users do not care of take the proper per-cautions to protect their privacy and people use drugs. Laws, extra, do not change this so we must do what we can to make sure they are safe. This includes "legal" and illegal" drugs. As we know, legality has nothing to due with the safety of the drug. You have to be an active participant in your medical treatments, do your home work, and do the best you can to assure your safety.

I hope to be able to help myself and others by the knowledge I gain from this forum and many other resources available on the internet. Thanks for accepting me on the forum!

do you currently or have you ever used performance enhancing drugs, including but not limited to AAS?

 

[DarkMatter]

do you currently or have you ever used performance enhancing drugs, including but not limited to AAS?

At this time, I have only used over the counter. Honestly, I have been looking at testosterone and HGH. Last year, after working out but still not getting the energy levels or muscle results I wanted, I looked into them. I found info all over then net but stopped short of ordering because I did not trust the vender or drug. Not to mention that that I could not find the actual steroids. I consulted my doc about it because I wanted to get a prescription, but he would not give me one. He actually looked at me like I was crazy for asking. Now, there are low-t clinics, etc... but I do not have the money they want. I can however afford it on the darknet but am worried about safety. I am truly hoping to learn more so I can make the right choices. And got a lucky search result for this forum when trying to research them again a few days ago.

My interest is not to bulk up, although I am trying to gain some mass, having issues getting my chest muscles to fill in... which is driving me crazy. And I believe the my t levels are low but again, cannot afford the doc at this time. I wish I would have pushed my doc last year on it, but I think he didn't like me asking about HGH. I am tired of always being tired. that is really what it boils down to.

Now, if have I ever or am I now using steroids as the "test" for my trust worthiness. I fail. I have and still do other drugs, yes, pot is my fav, LSD, not so much. Recently did shrooms and that was awesome... overall though, I stay away from the hard drugs due to my addictive personality, but I digress. Now will I use steroids in the future, yes. I believe that both will have health benefits that I need. Finding them, getting access to the proper kind, etc... is of great concern.

I have found many "trusted venders" so I believe I can get a safe product based on their reputation. Do you have any recommendation on testosterone and HGH? I cannot decide if topical or injections are the way to go for them. And I need to determine proper dosage. Given that I don't have lab results, etc. Is starting at a low dose and working up the way to go or do I really need to get lab tested?

 

[TANGO.ECHO.KILO]

Anabolic Lab - Independent Analytical Lab Testing for Anabolic Steroid Harm Reduction

Funded by donations from Meso members (hopefully more to follow soon)

 

[DarkMatter]

Anabolic Lab - Independent Analytical Lab Testing for Anabolic Steroid Harm Reduction

Funded by donations from Meso members (hopefully more to follow soon)

Thanks! I found info on another post for the Humatrope Package insert. This is also very helpful.

 

[Big_paul]

Downside is that the NSA is watching. They are way smarter than me. On the bright side, if the cocksuckers stated busting guys for roids, it would draw attention to their unconstitutional activities. I have heard of some criminal investigations that used powers exercised by the authorities under the patriot act, but I think we are low on the list of priorities of these criminal organization.

Encrypted email works for our purposes.

 

[pumpingiron22]

Welcome you should check out all my threads always glad to see another geek here.