Odablock
New Member
Hey all,
I signed up mostly just for data diving in the ocean of knowledge and personal experiences everyone has laid out across the board here. AAs have always been a topic in close groups of my coworkers and friend groups for the past 7 years and I never was personally interested in taking the time to self indulge beyond their experiences until last year I separated from the mil in early spring/summer.
Since then I've done the plunge in the AA rabbit hole trying to find a resolve to one of my biggest issues which is depression and chronic social anxiety. I've tried everything across the board since I was in my early teen years from medicines (ssris), vices, therapy, vacations, ECT, moving, career changes, diets, I just can't seem to shake the frost. I have no interest in pursuing anymore ssris after all the experiences I've had with them, I do not want to touch bens or opi's as a temporary resolution, I know where that path leads.
So for the past 9 months since I separated, I've been doing as much research on (others) experiences with peptides and aa's on how they've responded to them in hopes I can finally find something to ease living in irrational maxed out cortisol, day in and day out. I think out of all my trial and errors this is one of the only few things left in my quest to "feel" normal.
On the lifting side of me - I'm 27 and I powerlift 6 days a week. Currently sitting at 175cm 83kg. Goals? Maybe more weight on my compound movements, and continuing being alcohol/nicotine free.
Thanks for reading, I look forward to interacting with all of you Meso Elders.
I signed up mostly just for data diving in the ocean of knowledge and personal experiences everyone has laid out across the board here. AAs have always been a topic in close groups of my coworkers and friend groups for the past 7 years and I never was personally interested in taking the time to self indulge beyond their experiences until last year I separated from the mil in early spring/summer.
Since then I've done the plunge in the AA rabbit hole trying to find a resolve to one of my biggest issues which is depression and chronic social anxiety. I've tried everything across the board since I was in my early teen years from medicines (ssris), vices, therapy, vacations, ECT, moving, career changes, diets, I just can't seem to shake the frost. I have no interest in pursuing anymore ssris after all the experiences I've had with them, I do not want to touch bens or opi's as a temporary resolution, I know where that path leads.
So for the past 9 months since I separated, I've been doing as much research on (others) experiences with peptides and aa's on how they've responded to them in hopes I can finally find something to ease living in irrational maxed out cortisol, day in and day out. I think out of all my trial and errors this is one of the only few things left in my quest to "feel" normal.
On the lifting side of me - I'm 27 and I powerlift 6 days a week. Currently sitting at 175cm 83kg. Goals? Maybe more weight on my compound movements, and continuing being alcohol/nicotine free.
Thanks for reading, I look forward to interacting with all of you Meso Elders.
