I new here, just starting my AAS journey. Have spent my life on the cusp of secondary hypogonadism. But I had back problems that took priority and dr.s wouldn't do much being so young. fast forward im 34 in 2 weeks. Spent the last 3 years slowly getting worse and worse lost all interest in hobbies quit being active outdoorsman. started gaining weight and losing muscles. Dedicated the last 18 months to the cleanest diet, exercise and workout protocol I could. Testosterone began to improve slowly (low 300s). At my lowest bodyweight since puberty & immediately got a gyno flair up. Dr said come back in a fucking year .
from the gyno this spring until now I have steadily felt worse and worse until I don't want to get out of bed half the time. Stopped making any improvements in the gym 3 months ago and have been just fighting to heal from the last weak ass session to the next. My d quit working around that time. Couldn't get dr to do anything but tell me im depressed.
took it into my own hands ordered my own bloods and gear. lh 2.1, fsh 2.7, Estrogen 11, Test 173. All my biomarkers are fantastic. don't care about fertility I just want to live. Started wirh frontloading 200mg test cyp then 200mg of test E per week split 3 doses, .25 adex eod and 1500hcg per week 3 doses.
Today is 10 days into it I have a soul again.
Plus an appointment with primary Dr. Friday to see what I can make happen with my insurance, and get a referral to a endo or something. Also have a consultation with Defy after.
Once im stable and have atleast a few more months into it, and have no Dr. obligations. I'm going super syan hitting those supraphysiological levels. Blast and crise baby. Safely and securely with lots of bloodwork and continuous education. I have dedicated the last 2 months to being OCD and non stop research. Have researched hormones and gear off and on my whole adult life. At 23 I was going to specialists in big city's trying to get help. But my back and pain medication I was prescribed none would do much. just tell me they can't help me until I don't need pain meds. Then when I'm off them after surgery they still don't care. bottom of the reference range of normal for everything sex hormone is fine right. Man boobs naturally are fine 2. Definitely no underlying hormonal issue there.
Sorry for the long one im just frustrated with my hormones dictating more then half my life. Wasn't sure what else to say here at the gym frustrated typing this shit out.
Im here for education say what you want, give me advice or yell at me for hoping on b4 I let the Dr's "do something".
from the gyno this spring until now I have steadily felt worse and worse until I don't want to get out of bed half the time. Stopped making any improvements in the gym 3 months ago and have been just fighting to heal from the last weak ass session to the next. My d quit working around that time. Couldn't get dr to do anything but tell me im depressed.
took it into my own hands ordered my own bloods and gear. lh 2.1, fsh 2.7, Estrogen 11, Test 173. All my biomarkers are fantastic. don't care about fertility I just want to live. Started wirh frontloading 200mg test cyp then 200mg of test E per week split 3 doses, .25 adex eod and 1500hcg per week 3 doses.
Today is 10 days into it I have a soul again.
Plus an appointment with primary Dr. Friday to see what I can make happen with my insurance, and get a referral to a endo or something. Also have a consultation with Defy after.
Once im stable and have atleast a few more months into it, and have no Dr. obligations. I'm going super syan hitting those supraphysiological levels. Blast and crise baby. Safely and securely with lots of bloodwork and continuous education. I have dedicated the last 2 months to being OCD and non stop research. Have researched hormones and gear off and on my whole adult life. At 23 I was going to specialists in big city's trying to get help. But my back and pain medication I was prescribed none would do much. just tell me they can't help me until I don't need pain meds. Then when I'm off them after surgery they still don't care. bottom of the reference range of normal for everything sex hormone is fine right. Man boobs naturally are fine 2. Definitely no underlying hormonal issue there.
Sorry for the long one im just frustrated with my hormones dictating more then half my life. Wasn't sure what else to say here at the gym frustrated typing this shit out.
Im here for education say what you want, give me advice or yell at me for hoping on b4 I let the Dr's "do something".
