MAJOR Depression

[hakt0ne]

Ok bro's I'm in need of some serious help before I lose my mind. It's the end of my first cycle and I'm crashing out hard. I think I may have gotten a bad vial and my test dropped early so my PCT got screwed. I was supposed to do my last shot Monday. This Friday night, I felt pretty bad. Sat & Sun got worse, it's now Wed and I'm sitting here feeling totally empty and losing it with tears in my eyes every so often. I can't still say it's just the Test since it's 5 days later but it's a major suspicion seeing as how I haven't had anything like this happen to me before. Any advice on Nolva dosages, HCG, etc to help me out? I don't have any Clomid and had planned my PCT around HCG and Novla exclusively but if I need to I'll grab some. Any help would be appreciated before I totally lose it. Hard to imagine looking at my baby girl and my wife and not feeling anything. Emptyness is SO bad guys. Make sure you always plan your PCT cause going through this is no fucking picnic.

 

[big louie]

get back on and stay away from clomid..

 

[Scruf]

Old school!

Ok bro's I'm in need of some serious help before I lose my mind. It's the end of my first cycle and I'm crashing out hard. I think I may have gotten a bad vial and my test dropped early so my PCT got screwed. I was supposed to do my last shot Monday. This Friday night, I felt pretty bad. Sat & Sun got worse, it's now Wed and I'm sitting here feeling totally empty and losing it with tears in my eyes every so often. I can't still say it's just the Test since it's 5 days later but it's a major suspicion seeing as how I haven't had anything like this happen to me before. Any advice on Nolva dosages, HCG, etc to help me out? I don't have any Clomid and had planned my PCT around HCG and Novla exclusively but if I need to I'll grab some. Any help would be appreciated before I totally lose it. Hard to imagine looking at my baby girl and my wife and not feeling anything. Emptyness is SO bad guys. Make sure you always plan your PCT cause going through this is no fucking picnic.

Being from the old school i remember when people didnt even know what hcg was nor did they take in, none the less nolvadex. My advice to you is to out think the chemical reaction in your body. use your mind to think your way out of the hole. You know why you feel like shit, nothing in your life is happening that is bad. So know thy enemy, dont let the chemical imbalance get the best of you.

Coffee has helped me before.

Good luck

Scruf

 

[occam]

Sorry to hear you are having a tough time man.

What were you using? Prop? Cyp? Was it UG or Vet etc.
We can help you more if you give some details.

I agree with Louie with regard to avoiding the clomid, I love it for myself, but it sounds like it would be a bad trip for you.

A good friend of mine had a similar situation a few years back. I don't know if this will work for you but he started running. I don't know why it worked but everytime he felt empty or low he would go out for a hard run. Give it a shot.

Keep us posted.