First and most important:
I remember many years and about 30lbs lighter looking at a product list from one of the many “Euro-Rx-Anabolic-Warehouse.coms” that were dominating the AAS scene at the time and wishing (and yes, pun intended, wishing I could get the balls to order!
My very good friend had some experience paying $14.50 per 1mL ampoule of Sustanon from a source we’ll only call “Karma-Stirrup “ and despite the ass slamming he was taking on price and T/A (it was usually around 1-1.5 months) he was please with the simple fact that he was getting big and doing so very quickly!!
I was 24 hours and a very lean (soon to be negative) bank account away from jumping on this 400% markup when I said to myself….”Self----WTF are you doing using the first company you’ve found?” I have always been not only a fellow that calls myself “Self” but I’ve also always been fairly cheap and I love to find a better deal. I hadn’t realized it as of yet, but I was about to start turning over rocks and find a new passion for researching the endocrine system! But first I had to find a cheaper source!!
My buddy and I found a source or two and I was ready to get huge, but my wise bro made me research and daily we would Q and A each other! This went on for about 4 months until….da-daaaaaaaa! We ordered!
Now I had done ProHormone cycles and I had joined Meso and read some article…shit…I thought I was the master blaster!!! I was wrong! Would you like to know how wrong I was…My very first cycle on AAS consisted of weeks 1-5 Dbol dosed at 40mg daily, weeks 1-18 Sustanon, dosed at 800-1000mg/wk, weeks 12-18 Winstrol depot dosed at 100mg/e.o.d. plus between 4 and 8 iu humulin-R daily and to top it all off approx 60-80mg Adderall or Dexedrine (20-40mg/e.d.)! I was also using Nano-Vapor and about 10 grams of creatine daily! We also ordered 60ml of test prop to bridge from last Sust injection to our 4 week Nolvadex/Clomid PCT! Yes guys…no hcg on or post cycle!!
I know I’ve rambled on and on about my first cycle. Oh…I gained 15 lbs of muscle and by my 2nd week after PCT I had lost 10 lbs and was depressed and very angry! Anyway…I go on and on to let you newer guys know a few things…
1) If you think you know enough to run a cycle of AAS, HGH, or any of the hormone peptides out there, ask yourself this… say ”Self?” “If an athlete (any age) asked me how, EXACTLY, the steroid (or enhancement drug you are taking) works, including binding affinity, negative feedback loop, and all positives and negatives of long and short term usage could I give them an answer that would satisfy them 100%?”…
2) Take account of what drugs you want to supplement for a 6-12 weeks cycle (with various goals…not important), and again ask yourself, “Self?’ “ Out of all the enatholone’s and drols, and atropins I’m going to take to kick Jay and Victors ass and win Mr. O….exactly how do each work in my body?? What is the down side if I don’t go “off cycle?’ and …can/could I advise a younger or less experienced user as to the hows, whats, and whys of each AAS, HGH and peptide I may be asked about! [I DO NOT MEAN KNOWING THAT TEST CYP+DECA IS FOR BULKING AND TEST PROP +ANAVAR IS FOR CUTTING!] I mean this…can you explain the science and chemistry behind what you are promoting?
And Finally-
3) Can you moderate you usage and not need to be “huge” all the time? Guys…time on cycle (including PCT) should equal time off plus a few weeks for good measure! Cruising and blasting (ie: staying on year round, using AAS at low doses weekly but every 6-8 weeks stacking more compounds and raising dosages by triple in some cases!) You MUST learn to take off time for your health!
If you really work at getting versed in the above questions and have a true passion to help and educate other “would be AAS users” then maybe this “lifestyle” is for you. If you only want to get big and seek revenge at your HS reunion or get built quickly without actually having a hunger for the research and instruction….bro, you may be in the wrong game!!
Thanks for listening to my rant…. I had to vent! LOL!!! I'm not sure where I was going with this...but I felt like I needed to thread an editorial...LOL! I want us to understand that we have chosen a life that involves a very serious task...informing on how to safley, and properly engage in a, what American deems taboo! Please take your roles as community leaders seriously! Thanks to the guys who I found when I was green (ie: Lizard King, Solo, Dennis, Big K, ChaseQ, Exile, Reinheart, IPL, Basskiller, Mugzy and of course Millard and FD!), you guys always wanted to lead me in the right direction. Isn't that what we need to be doing...remember guys, if we leave people in our wake because they are "below us" then those guys will mis-inform 10 guys whom will misdirect 50, etc...
Take your responsibility very seriously....please!!!
Thanks for all of you!
I remember many years and about 30lbs lighter looking at a product list from one of the many “Euro-Rx-Anabolic-Warehouse.coms” that were dominating the AAS scene at the time and wishing (and yes, pun intended, wishing I could get the balls to order!
My very good friend had some experience paying $14.50 per 1mL ampoule of Sustanon from a source we’ll only call “Karma-Stirrup “ and despite the ass slamming he was taking on price and T/A (it was usually around 1-1.5 months) he was please with the simple fact that he was getting big and doing so very quickly!!
I was 24 hours and a very lean (soon to be negative) bank account away from jumping on this 400% markup when I said to myself….”Self----WTF are you doing using the first company you’ve found?” I have always been not only a fellow that calls myself “Self” but I’ve also always been fairly cheap and I love to find a better deal. I hadn’t realized it as of yet, but I was about to start turning over rocks and find a new passion for researching the endocrine system! But first I had to find a cheaper source!!
My buddy and I found a source or two and I was ready to get huge, but my wise bro made me research and daily we would Q and A each other! This went on for about 4 months until….da-daaaaaaaa! We ordered!
Now I had done ProHormone cycles and I had joined Meso and read some article…shit…I thought I was the master blaster!!! I was wrong! Would you like to know how wrong I was…My very first cycle on AAS consisted of weeks 1-5 Dbol dosed at 40mg daily, weeks 1-18 Sustanon, dosed at 800-1000mg/wk, weeks 12-18 Winstrol depot dosed at 100mg/e.o.d. plus between 4 and 8 iu humulin-R daily and to top it all off approx 60-80mg Adderall or Dexedrine (20-40mg/e.d.)! I was also using Nano-Vapor and about 10 grams of creatine daily! We also ordered 60ml of test prop to bridge from last Sust injection to our 4 week Nolvadex/Clomid PCT! Yes guys…no hcg on or post cycle!!
I know I’ve rambled on and on about my first cycle. Oh…I gained 15 lbs of muscle and by my 2nd week after PCT I had lost 10 lbs and was depressed and very angry! Anyway…I go on and on to let you newer guys know a few things…
1) If you think you know enough to run a cycle of AAS, HGH, or any of the hormone peptides out there, ask yourself this… say ”Self?” “If an athlete (any age) asked me how, EXACTLY, the steroid (or enhancement drug you are taking) works, including binding affinity, negative feedback loop, and all positives and negatives of long and short term usage could I give them an answer that would satisfy them 100%?”…
2) Take account of what drugs you want to supplement for a 6-12 weeks cycle (with various goals…not important), and again ask yourself, “Self?’ “ Out of all the enatholone’s and drols, and atropins I’m going to take to kick Jay and Victors ass and win Mr. O….exactly how do each work in my body?? What is the down side if I don’t go “off cycle?’ and …can/could I advise a younger or less experienced user as to the hows, whats, and whys of each AAS, HGH and peptide I may be asked about! [I DO NOT MEAN KNOWING THAT TEST CYP+DECA IS FOR BULKING AND TEST PROP +ANAVAR IS FOR CUTTING!] I mean this…can you explain the science and chemistry behind what you are promoting?
And Finally-
3) Can you moderate you usage and not need to be “huge” all the time? Guys…time on cycle (including PCT) should equal time off plus a few weeks for good measure! Cruising and blasting (ie: staying on year round, using AAS at low doses weekly but every 6-8 weeks stacking more compounds and raising dosages by triple in some cases!) You MUST learn to take off time for your health!
If you really work at getting versed in the above questions and have a true passion to help and educate other “would be AAS users” then maybe this “lifestyle” is for you. If you only want to get big and seek revenge at your HS reunion or get built quickly without actually having a hunger for the research and instruction….bro, you may be in the wrong game!!
Thanks for listening to my rant…. I had to vent! LOL!!! I'm not sure where I was going with this...but I felt like I needed to thread an editorial...LOL! I want us to understand that we have chosen a life that involves a very serious task...informing on how to safley, and properly engage in a, what American deems taboo! Please take your roles as community leaders seriously! Thanks to the guys who I found when I was green (ie: Lizard King, Solo, Dennis, Big K, ChaseQ, Exile, Reinheart, IPL, Basskiller, Mugzy and of course Millard and FD!), you guys always wanted to lead me in the right direction. Isn't that what we need to be doing...remember guys, if we leave people in our wake because they are "below us" then those guys will mis-inform 10 guys whom will misdirect 50, etc...
Take your responsibility very seriously....please!!!
Thanks for all of you!
