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Ehhhh, dam. Ok. I was all over the place. Always bridge my binges with kratom and other. Binge for a week every 2 months, with every substance possible. Uppers then downers. Ill have to give it some time. I dont even know what normal is.
i do feel ok, half week depressed and hurting. Take gabapentin when its unbearable the RLS, but wont be using this everyday. Just a small amount at night.
Thanks for the input. Ill just make sure to not use today. But i hope it isnt a year. Lol
Yeah brother, there was two main ones I was on for years, I’m not going into details here, but trust me.. it takes a long long time to feel right again. Keep training, working and doing whatever you gotta do, maybe try and set some goals for yourself to meet, it always feels good and gives you a sense of achievement when you knock down a goal.
I take phenibut at night to sleep, pretty small dose.. 250-300mg.
Was reading that just now. Sounds like you have to be careful with that stuff.
Took me a year or so to feel normal again after about a decade of heavy opiate use. Did the methadone clinic thing for about 18 months and suboxone for 6 months. Ended up back to shooting up heroin after. Overdosed once in 2015 and was in a coma for awhile, still got fucked up the day I came home from the hospital. Took prison for almost two years to get away from it and realize it was time to stop. I'll have ten years opiate free this coming spring. It sucks at first, but it gets much better.
You just have to decide if it's worth it to you to go through the discomfort for awhile to eventually be free. Or keep doing what you're doing and have more of the same or worse.
You just have to decide if it's worth it to you to go through the discomfort for awhile to eventually be free. Or keep doing what you're doing and have more of the same or worse.
Ferret
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How did you guys ever get on this shit to begin with?
Dabbled with pain pills a little as a teenager and then was prescribed some a little too generously a few years later.
Ferret
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I have heard it over and over.... Dr Prescribed pain pills. wow
You know what man. I've been there... many times. I feel you brother. Feel free to PM me if you want more support.
These 2 days don't mean shit. It's just a slip up. It is just 2 days of use. Don't listen to the stupid crawl saying suddenly you're gonna be thrown into intense PAWS because of a couple days of use. You won't. Keep your network of support open and tomorrow after your 2 days is up, post here or something to keep you accountable so you don't wind up like I did with a couple days turning into 2 years.
You can do it. Maybe just don't even take it today? There's not really any NEED to. I'd you need energy drink coffee, take ephedrine.
Good luck man.
These 2 days don't mean shit. It's just a slip up. It is just 2 days of use. Don't listen to the stupid crawl saying suddenly you're gonna be thrown into intense PAWS because of a couple days of use. You won't. Keep your network of support open and tomorrow after your 2 days is up, post here or something to keep you accountable so you don't wind up like I did with a couple days turning into 2 years.
You can do it. Maybe just don't even take it today? There's not really any NEED to. I'd you need energy drink coffee, take ephedrine.
Good luck man.
I take a pretty small dose
Wow thats amazing. Inspiring. I totally agree.
Yes it was a slip, low dose. Havent taken any since. So making sure to just endure this for now. Its a chance of a lifetime. As i have no where to really go. What i was doing made me miserable. Alot more than i feel now. So i so see improvement. Its just slow.
will be doing this for good.
