Ok so I pulled the trigger and ordered from a guy selling raws from China. I'm a small time (first time) guy, but I have a background in chem and thought home brew was the way to go for some less expensive gear. Also fewer shipments in my mind equal less risk right? The guy was recommended by someone on Reddit (stupid I know) and the guy on the other end was always super responsive and helpful, other users on reddit are saying how quick they got their packs no problems. All the way through the order. Now to find out the dude only sends packages with sig required, I'm freaking out because I'm reading thread after thread about controlled delivery busts and I'm just nobody man. I just am wondering the whole thing in retrospect felt too easy, maybe I'm just being a total idiot pussy but I don't know. I had it sent to my real name/address because I read several places you're more likely to get flagged if a false name. Reassure me, tell me I'm an idiot. Anything at all guys. I know I played this one wrong, I just wasn't getting any bites from domestic sources and I want to get in on the fun so bad.
MESO-Rx
Anabolic Steroids
Think I fucked up
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Sooo, who was it?
A private dude, like I said chinese source, Kevin Li email was realhygetropin@live.com. Reddit user was a mod on the Anabolics sub(unixpro) so initially I thought probably good to go and after so many good reviews there. I'm just a scared princess newbie pussy, I realize I may have zero to worry about here. I'm just sweating this shit hard because the thought of losing my family over this is unbearable, plus I'm going through some other stress right now with a death in the family and another family member with cancer, has me feeling like the sky is falling. I'm not new to illicit stuff, just aas and ordering online. Now I feel like I'm just not able to deal with first time jitters and all the other shit that goes with it. I picture being in cuffs away from my loved ones over some stupid shit and I'm just panicking. Maybe I was stupid to think I could handle this, but under normal conditions I think I'd be fine.
goldguns
New Member
Lol I'm pretty sure you'll be alright you just need to relax..and reddit isn't all that bad
I have zero beef with reddit or for that matter Unixpro, he may be jesus on high with an amazing james bond ass chinese source, I don't know. I just hope that I haven't made a huge mistake in trusting somebody I didn't more thoroughly vet. I'm ok with getting beat on the package, it wasn't much. But getting caught for any amount of raw sounds like some serious shit. That shit becomes intent real fucking quick if you get the right official with a hardon to make an example of you. Is any of this logical? what the fuck do I know? I'm just a dude who wanted about 2 cycles worth of inexpensive gear and is scared shit to get caught.
GigaloRob
Banned
Nobody here can guarantee you won't get pinched. With a small quantity your chances will obviously be less than if it was a large one.
I just don't want to be that one guy who gets fragged by LE on his first go. Honestly, I don't have any idea how irrational I'm being or not, I think maybe I'm just paranoid as fuck because all around me things are turning to shit, and wouldn't it be fitting if this one more thing did too?
Well and according to everybody who's dealt with him, their packs have been stealth as shit. I'm not worried about customs so much as the worlds dumbest and unlikely sting operation, know what I mean... That's the level of paranoid I am. I'm normally such a confident, chill dude, It's just that things started falling apart literally hours after I made the order and now I'm analyzing all the ways I could have been more careful.
GigaloRob
Banned
Are these not internal questions you should have resolved before deciding to import powder? You are being ridiculously paranoid without just cause at the moment.
I fucking agree wholeheartedly. I had no idea that all my calm, cool, collected usual self would crumble when shit got hard, but I've been lucky and lead a life that until a few days ago was very uncomplicated and tragedy/drama free. That has since changed and I'm just not dealing as well as I could be. I think you are all very right. I felt very good about this whole thing initially and I have no reason beyond my own superstition to think otherwise. I feel I may have wasted your time. Look I'm just a new guy panicking, and your criticism is welcomed. I'm just used to looking my contacts in the face which admittedly comes with it's own set of sometimes elevated risks. I just effectively lost like a third of the people in this world that I call family in one day, and I'm not bitching for sympathy, but I'm also maybe not in the best place to be taking on more stress (which it normally would have been fairly minimal). I just needed to hear some war stories saying I will likely make it as long as I don't trip over my dick. Nobody is to blame her but me. I get it. Nobody has done me wrong, except maybe me.
GigaloRob
Banned
My point is you can become a little paranoid when something out of the ordinary happens. Perhaps it's sitting in customs too long, maybe your long time mailman isn't the one delivering your package ect ect.. I'm not saying it can't happen to you but im telling you the odds are stacked in your favor especially with a small amount. You should be fine.
Don't worry about it and get your pack ,unless your gut tells you different. If it gets seized you will get a notice. You side it was a small order right? If so then is as bad as it can get, but like I said go with your gut.
TANGO.ECHO.KILO
Member
I don't think your overreacting at all... will you get pinched for a small first order? Chances are low, however, over time and with increased frequency the probability of a possible encounter with LE does increase. ANYBODY that tells you, "oh it's foolproof there's nothing to worry about etc.." is a fool. Should you be having panic attacks? Losing sleep over the less than likely possibility of a hiccup? Well that's up to the individual, that's a choice that each man has to make for himself. For me, I am willing to take SOME risk with the proper precautions, but I am no longer willing to risk my youth... you will have to decide moving forward how much time you would be willing to gamble.
tohu wa bohu
Banned
naw man i feel you i get to that too.
biebs111
New Member
like every time you post?
You just ordered on the 11th and today is the 13th. A signature is normal procedure on international orders.
I know that now. I literally was having more of a personal crisis that lead to me panicking about everything, this being the most risky endeavor that I have undertaken in some time it went to the top of the list of shit I was freaking out about. I feel better about the deal now. Figure either a . I get scammed or b. I get a love letter. I'm only starting to realize that it's pretty unlikely that I will be targeted from the jump.
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