Exploring and Mapping CONSCIOUSNESS...

[BBC3]

I may have to bail for a while. This has gone too far for me now. I was warned. I did not listen. I am only praying right now this feeling will pass. I know in my heart that it will. Just never felt so much negative energy all at once like this. No biggie but if a glimpse of how bad things could get in "real depression". I am not going to test the theory.. Nope...!

I am willing to pass on my notes to anyone with the set to read em. But then again, I kinda already did...

 

[heady muscle]

When you hit a place a fear, to me it means a door is about to open for another layer of myself to be exposed.

 

[BBC3]

You know you are correct. When I returned back from hospital lately and got back to my interdimensional game, I was IMMEDIATELY Greeted by a DEMON on the other side. Scared he shit out of me and I thought I was thru for sure. But I pushed thru it and sure enough I overpowered him. We are talking about one of those deep voice slow talking bastards too, whom I think had been toying with me for some while and I saw him at last, or he got worried I was getting too close and decided to make a move. But I got back at it is the point.

Now this latest one came with a bigger price to my sanity. These voyages got so intense that I felt more lost like never to return that I ever have on any of them. Just insane places that would not release me and I could not find the doorway out of these rooms for some time. It was like there was a steeper price for not admission, but exit out. It was like a horror show and in time.space continuum, these are MINI-Eternities mind you. MEssed my head up a bit materializing in my freak out yesterday...

When you hit a place a fear, to me it means a door is about to open for another layer of myself to be exposed.

 

[heady muscle]

You know you are correct. When I returned back from hospital lately and got back to my interdimensional game, I was IMMEDIATELY Greeted by a DEMON on the other side. Scared he shit out of me and I thought I was thru for sure. But I pushed thru it and sure enough I overpowered him. We are talking about one of those deep voice slow talking bastards too, whom I think had been toying with me for some while and I saw him at last, or he got worried I was getting too close and decided to make a move. But I got back at it is the point.

Now this latest one came with a bigger price to my sanity. These voyages got so intense that I felt more lost like never to return that I ever have on any of them. Just insane places that would not release me and I could not find the doorway out of these rooms for some time. It was like there was a steeper price for not admission, but exit out. It was like a horror show and in time.space continuum, these are MINI-Eternities mind you. MEssed my head up a bit materializing in my freak out yesterday...

That sounds like a scene out of "the brothers karamazov."

Flow like water!

 

[BBC3]

Do I recall mentioning something about a "Song that is Playing".... HOOOLLLLEEEY SHIT...@ All of U....!

https://soundcloud.com/esaops/a-singing-comet

 

[dnoyez]

Well i posted the song from the singing comet...was wondering when you would put the two together... you think the esa went through hell just to land on any ol comet... yes indeed,what will the song activate...and who...

 

[BBC3]

Well here's what scares the SHIT out of me. Have you seen the You tube video of the guy narrating some NASA footage of that Comet Shit I forget the name but it sounds like a little slut with pigtail riding a bike with a basket on front.... LOL... but is has to do with the hunt for Nibiru. Anyways, he points out how when this comet is traveling thru space it ACTUALLY PROVOKED AS EXPLOSION OUTWARD FROM JUPITER... Or Uranus (dont recall). An explosion so powerful is shattered the comet into two fragments.!! So the HYPOTHESIS appears to be that some celestial bodies (Comets) may have properties that cause worlds to explode and just via general proximity. And we are still talking PLANETS APART...!

I suspect the fear is that they may be afraid that the TUNEZ this comet is playing may be INTERACTING with Earth at some point, and you dont want to see what that explosion comming off jupiter looked like. But to pull out the proverbial BBC3 Mental MIND BRUSH. Just imagine the US getting sucked off the planet and hurled halfway to the sun in an instant...!

Kinda makes MYANUS pucker...!

Well i posted the song from the singing comet...was wondering when you would put the two together... you think the esa went through hell just to land on any ol comet... yes indeed,what will the song activate...and who...

 

[dnoyez]

BP earthwatch ...hes been on to shit for a good bit.