Do you lie to yourself about your aas usage?...seriously think about it

desertwarrior

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I think injecting illegal drugs into your body multiple times a week for months on end can be a bit of a mental hurdle that we all must overcome at first. Anabolic steroids without a doubt can have some very serious adverse outcomes ie gyno, htpa shutdown. I trained for many years prior to thinking of aas use. I'd basically stalled out naturally having picked up about 30 pounds all natty over a few years. So I began looking into the juice, and honestly i was pretty overwhelmed. I could grow breasts on the physique I had worked so hard to attain? I might have permanent low t due to cycling? I would have to actually inject this shit? Where do you even obtain these illegal substances? I'm sure we were all asking ourselves these things at one point. And I think personally for myself this is where things got rocky. This is where I essentially started sweeping all the risks under the rug. Looking back at my first posts here I'm fucking imbarresed. Can an oral only cycle work? Just one cycle? I just looked back on the second post I mentioned and vets were chiming in literally laughing out loud cause they knew then what I know now. No one does one cycle. I was minimizing the commitment that aas was gonna be. I was being told from guys that knew a whole lot more than me. And what did i do, figured i knew better lol. Now I see the same thing from new guys again and again. Ask for advise and and when it doesn't coincide with your plans tell us we don't know shit and go about your plan anyway. The cycle will continue. I guess my point is aas usage can be a very slippery slope. Be very careful to truly think about the risks involved. I still continually find myself playing down the negatives that aas use causes in my life. I went from one cycle to blasting and cruising for the past two years. I have high bp, acne that I never had pre cycle, and am a testy sob some days. I told myself i'd never do tren, already done a few cycles lol. The list goes on. Please be smarter than me and be truthful with yourself about the impacts it will have on your life. Anabolic steroids are amazing life changing drugs. But they arent for everyone. If you're not ready to commit, maybe take a step back and see what can still be accomplished naturally.
 
well said, after over 10 years of using AAS i kind of think of when we were teenagers and thought our parents didn't know shit and it wasn't until we fucked up some how we realized they were actually right.
 
Yeah i lie to myself about my AAS usage...
Every time i finish a tren run i swear it off. The lack of sleep, the haywire feeling all the time, the BP issues it causes, the testy attitude, the acid reflux, the tren cough, the acne. Get tired of pinning EOD. Get tired of coughing up my kidneys when i hit that vein juuuust right. Get tired tired of feeling like a grade A macho, narcissistic asshole hell bent on destroying everything. Get tired of the anxiety when im just trying to get my weekly groceries. Get tired of shopping early hours at my supermarket JUST to avoid the crowds that i know are gonna make me flip out.

Then i come off...
Get GREAT sleep. Feel better inside. Wait a couple weeks and the BP issues start correcting themselves. I can stand to be around people again. I have a better attitude. Wow life is pretty damn good right now!
Then 1 month passes. Then 2. Then 3 and im thinking bout that tren again. Im like yeah...lets do this. Like a dirty little slut that betrays you every time but your sooooo willing to do it again. Let her fuck you one more time...
Order my pack. It arrives. Im so damn excited to be injecting this stuff again
:mad::confused:
 
I think injecting illegal drugs into your body multiple times a week for months on end can be a bit of a mental hurdle that we all must overcome at first.
I overcame it many years ago and have liked the results. There are very knowledgeable members here who do their best to educate. If someone is willing to listen and take good advice he can reduce the risks involved.
 
First cycle I did stupidly and said one and done. Half way through my second I started to realize that I might be doing this for a long time, if not for the remainder of my training days. And who knows, Maybe one day I'll be on trt and be blasting and cruising till I'm in the ground.
 
I don't lie to myself, I grind at work daily, pay fucking taxes all the other bullshit of day to day life. I enjoy all aspects of taking steroids, if I was given the choice to live longer if I was all natural or shorten my life span from taking trt/cycles I would choose steroids. Not that I want to die sooner, the trade offs are worth it to me.
 
I don't lie to myself, I grind at work daily, pay fucking taxes all the other bullshit of day to day life. I enjoy all aspects of taking steroids, if I was given the choice to live longer if I was all natural or shorten my life span from taking trt/cycles I would choose steroids. Not that I want to die sooner, the trade offs are worth it to me.
This^^^^
Exactly how I feel..... when I'm on my death bed I might say I wish I had done something different.. I didn't start aas until I was 35 years old other than a couple test runs in the army years back.... my point is .... At 36 I fuck better, feel better, look better than I ever have in my life... I'm sure I'm not the only person who feels this way,
To me, it's quality of life... I would not go back ...
 
I don't lie to myself, I grind at work daily, pay fucking taxes all the other bullshit of day to day life. I enjoy all aspects of taking steroids, if I was given the choice to live longer if I was all natural or shorten my life span from taking trt/cycles I would choose steroids. Not that I want to die sooner, the trade offs are worth it to me.

Well said. In addition, I don't care that it's illegal, I could give a fuck about what the government tells me I can or can't take. I'll do it anyway. I don't do huge blasts and tren has never bothered me like it does some others.

Also there's much worse things in life that will kill you a lot faster and ruin the quality of your life. A few being alcohol, tabacco and stress.

As far as new guys jumping in over their head, that's on them. We provide the info and insights.

A little know side effect of long term AAS usage is not being able to break your thoughts down into paragraphs.

That was in fact a tough read that was all over the place.
 
For me the sports drugs are great. But they are only one of my many therapies, this is my point of view.
I do not like relying on any therapy in general. I like the control in my life but in a dosed or moderate way.
 
Yeah i lie to myself about my AAS usage...
Every time i finish a tren run i swear it off. The lack of sleep, the haywire feeling all the time, the BP issues it causes, the testy attitude, the acid reflux, the tren cough, the acne. Get tired of pinning EOD. Get tired of coughing up my kidneys when i hit that vein juuuust right. Get tired tired of feeling like a grade A macho, narcissistic asshole hell bent on destroying everything. Get tired of the anxiety when im just trying to get my weekly groceries. Get tired of shopping early hours at my supermarket JUST to avoid the crowds that i know are gonna make me flip out.

Then i come off...
Get GREAT sleep. Feel better inside. Wait a couple weeks and the BP issues start correcting themselves. I can stand to be around people again. I have a better attitude. Wow life is pretty damn good right now!
Then 1 month passes. Then 2. Then 3 and im thinking bout that tren again. Im like yeah...lets do this. Like a dirty little slut that betrays you every time but your sooooo willing to do it again. Let her fuck you one more time...
Order my pack. It arrives. Im so damn excited to be injecting this stuff again
:mad::confused:


Lmfao same here tren stands for tossing randomly every night
 
Fortunately I have friends who I've seen on AAS for extremely long periods of time (I'm talking 30+ years of usage) and I've learned they're not the anti-Christ they're made out to be if you're smart about it.

Where guys fuck up is when they don't go to a Doctor and get bloodwork done. You can hit a few cycles or several in your 20's and be fine, but I have found that once I got over 30 yrs old the bloodwork got funky if I didn't take precautionary measures. I no longer use tren, I keep dosages low to moderate, and I get routine bloodwork done like clockwork, donate blood every time I'm eligible again, and watch my health like a hawk.

I always tell younger guys to hold off until they establish things in life such as a stable job, health insurance, and a means to seek medical help if needed. Anything can happen, and the guessing game is what you want to stay away from. For example, you could be running test for a year straight, then all of a sudden you get a bunk bottle from the black market. Now you feel like shit, your test level is in the tank, you get gyno, and you have no idea why.
 
That's what I'm saying I have great insurance and my old lady works for the hospital and knows my doctor very well so my bloods are covered by my insurance. One time my insurance got messed up and had to go pay 100 bucks from a clinic but hey that 100 bucks is worth knowing what's going on in there prolactin got a little high while waiting for caber so I hammered down vitamin e and b6 till it came
 
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