keep in mind...i have 3 failed hormone glands.
thyroid, testicles, adrenals.
your body's pituitary-testicle-thyroid-adrenal axis works automatically and functionally.
mine doesnt.
that axis is broken. im trying to manually balance what the body is suppose to do automatically.
so.....its not the same.
as you know...
if your T is too high and your estrogen too low...your dick wont work just like is your estrogen too high and your testosterone too low.
because of the lack of proper balance between the two.
well.
me having hypothyroidism, hypoadrenalism and hypogonadism....its freaking hard man.
its freaking hard to feel....right.
First off total testosterone doesn't mean a godam thing. Free testosterone is the number that matters
i know that. and what did i say. i said my free T was low. below baseline average
with a big fat L next to the number. hence.
the prescriptions for what i mentioned before medicationwise.
look.
ive been sick since 2002. and my libido has been dead ever since.
with or without hrt.
but...about 5 years ago. i did manage to momentarily awaken it for about 3 weeks.
i applied dht gel, 5ml every day for 3 weeks. felt no effect.
i would take 2 grains of armour thyroid.
which left my tsh level at about a 1. which is perfect.
3 weeks applying dht gel.
nothing. no effect.
i decided to increase my thyroid med to 3 grains a day.
boom.
all of a sudden my nuts were making fluids again. i could even feel it collecting in my sack.
jerking every day. horny as hell. cumming good amounts of cum daily. maybe not like before i got sick but cumming every day and feeling horny again was soooooooooooo....great.
but. since i increased my thyroid hormone from 2 to 3 grains daily...i got very hyperthyroid. too much thyroid.
night sweats. cant sleep. bulging eyes. but the worst was all the cramping.
after 3 weeks of being happy i was horny again...i couldnt take the muscle cramping anymore...and i took 5 mg of hydrocortisone to remove all the excess thyroid hormone pooling in my bloodstream.
next day i woke up.
muscle cramps gone...and so was my libido. havent been so lucky since.
so idk wtf to do anymore.
hence, why i turned to you guys. see if you guys could shed any light as to how to reactivte my dead dead libido.
nothing works.
man...i can shoot up all the masteron, tren, t, hcg, whatever. nothing affects my balls.
i will get roid rage, acne, and other sides...but my balls stay dead man. just dead.
sex with a girl is....
so frustrating. difficult.
i'll even take shit like horny goat weed, yohimbe, proviron.
nope. nothing. dry as dust in my nutsack.
im at my wit's end. ive got a great girl now and i dont wanna lose her too like every other girl before her because my nuts are just...dead.