Who else is on antidepressants

[porky]

Unresolved shit will haunt you.. your doing the right thing, recognizing and dealing with it. Like many, I
self medicated to forget. No secret here but doesn't work in the long run..

 

[Havah]

50mg a day of Zoloft for the past year and a half for anxiety disorder (PTSD) with Xanax when shit gets rough. I have night terrors that shake me for a few days at a time. I had 11 years as a first responder and some shit never completely leaves, it seems to disapear and suddenly resurfaces.

To the OP. You need to go see your Doc fucking ASAP!!

Zoloft dosage is most likeky too low
50mg a day like eww

 

[Thaistick]

You and I seem to have similar issues I was on wellbutrin for a couple of years until I realized that it was giving me tremors. Tremors so bad I couldn't hold a pot of coffee without spilling the whole thing Prozac never did anything for me. Therapy either.

Not a self diagnosis.

They've been trying to dope me up on all kinds of shit since I was a kid.

Diagnosis came, as far as I know, after putting a screwdriver threw my mother's piece of shit boyfriend. Took him and the two cops bringing him to the car down a flight of stairs doing it.

I was seven at the time.

That's the first time it was actually mentioned to me anyway.

Edit: I wasn't an overly aggressive or violent Kid. That was a breaking point kinda thing.

But I've never tolerated abuse / bullying of myself or others. So not a one off either I guess. Definitely the only flat out attempted murder though.

Which I realize sounds bad and I'm just gonna stop there. :/

In all fairness, they could have been talking about nuclear fission and I'd have been just as clueless at the time.

Courts were involved, and things were said. Not all directly to me obviously, but it's my first recollection of the disorder being named.

It's been reaffirmed several times since.

 

[LeoTC]

You and I seem to have similar issues I was on wellbutrin for a couple of years until I realized that it was giving me tremors. Tremors so bad I couldn't hold a pot of coffee without spilling the whole thing Prozac never did anything for me. Therapy either.

Messed with Wellbutrin for a minute years ago. I'd been given a whole case of samples by my GP, wound up just selling it all though. Never did like the pharma stuff.

Specially being a poor kid after finding out I could sell it.

Honestly the only shit that does it for me is exercise, structure, and a good dose of leave me the fuck alone time every day.

 

[Roco Bama]

thts a side effect of tren 100%

I haven’t run tren yet but I’m starting a blast of tren/mast next week. I’ll probably not include tren because of the sides you mentioned.

 

[Roco Bama]

I don't have any real useful information to add to this but I'll simply say hang in there brother. Depression is really common especially in my family, you've just got to fight through it and remember you live in America which means you're already in the top 1% of humans on the Earth as far as finances, lifestyle, health and education go. Life is good brother!

Thanks brother

 

[Dead]

I haven’t run tren yet but I’m starting a blast of tren/mast next week. I’ll probably not include tren because of the sides you mentioned.

Everyone’s different u may not get it. But I know I do

 

[bambam333]

I haven’t dealt with any depression before except in my high school years. However since 2017 I started having flashbacks of bad things that happened to me 10 years ago.

I started taking 20 mg Prozac last year for 6 months and it did help me a little. Then I had a relapse a month ago.
I’m currently on 300mg Wellbutrin and 20mg Prozac. It’s weird how old memories that never used to bother me before is crushing me right now to the point I feel sick to my stomach.

I was on lexapro 10 years and weened off and was off 6 months and it was miserable I just got back on shit was much smoother for me don’t know why I rocked the boat and took myself off

 

[ebkallday]

Zoloft dosage is most likeky too low
50mg a day like eww

Im at 50mg for anxiety partner, not depression. Low dose is the purpose and works for me and my doctor.

 

[Havah]

Im at 50mg for anxiety partner, not depression. Low dose is the purpose and works for me and my doctor.

Its a very low dose for anyone but low metabolisers on zolofts cytochromes
My point is you could maybe get rid of the xanax use by increasing the zoloft dose

 

[Sniggles]

Full-on depression symptoms can be difficult to diagnose until your late 20s to early 30s, until then your body and brain are still developing. The various hormonal activities occurring can have all kinds of effects on how the multitude of control centers in your brain react and communicate to one another. It's completely possible that you have had some form of depression througout and since high school, but you might finally be getting to an age where it is easier to get a more exact diagnosis. That's just human development, nothing to do with you personally.

 

[Savagesteve]

The VA has had me on so many different drugs over the last 3 years. Got to where I dropped all of the anti depressants as it just took me deeper down a dark hole. Now I’m just taking my sleeping and nightmare meds for sleep.

 

[Savagesteve]

I haven’t run tren yet but I’m starting a blast of tren/mast next week. I’ll probably not include tren because of the sides you mentioned.

Just got off of running tren for 12 weeks (really 10 as the first few were to judge sides). I wouldn’t run tren again if my mind wasn’t 100% clear as it fucked with me pretty hard in the last 3-4 weeks.

 

[Oldschool]

50mg a day of Zoloft for the past year and a half for anxiety disorder (PTSD) with Xanax when shit gets rough. I have night terrors that shake me for a few days at a time. I had 11 years as a first responder and some shit never completely leaves, it seems to disapear and suddenly resurfaces.

To the OP. You need to go see your Doc fucking ASAP!!

Mad respect for you. Thanks for your service.

 

[Sniggles]

I was diagnosed with MDD about 7 years ago, I have been on at least as many different medications. About 6 months ago I saw a different provider and he said my diagnosis was wrong, I actually have unipolar depression. I am currently on lamictal and it has made a world of difference. My next step is TMS (transcranial magnetic stimulation), just waiting on insurance to get their shit together to cover it.

 

[Roco Bama]

Full-on depression symptoms can be difficult to diagnose until your late 20s to early 30s, until then your body and brain are still developing. The various hormonal activities occurring can have all kinds of effects on how the multitude of control centers in your brain react and communicate to one another. It's completely possible that you have had some form of depression througout and since high school, but you might finally be getting to an age where it is easier to get a more exact diagnosis. That's just human development, nothing to do with you personally.

I got depression in high school due to family and school problems. I went back to normal after I didn’t have those problems anymore. hopefully this shit isn’t chronic. chronic depression doesn’t even run in my family. This time I’m gonna stay on Prozac for at least 9 months

 

[Sniggles]

I got depression in high school due to family and school problems. I went back to normal after I didn’t have those problems anymore. hopefully this shit isn’t chronic. chronic depression doesn’t even run in my family. This time I’m gonna stay on Prozac for at least 9 months

Acute depression is situational and can happen to anyone. Generally once the situation improves the symptoms go away. It's still real depression, and it's a feeling I wish on no one. Stay strong brother.

 

[indyfitguy]

Big pharma lies and sell conflict not truth. Drugs only take you deeper into hell and are not a solution. There’s zero proof they work plus side effects are suicidal thoughts....really? Forgiveness is a start, let go of anger and return to the father. Do what you want the choice is yours. I’m not a doctor but this has been my experience.

 

[Calicom]

I mean, I smoke a lot of pot.

But that doesn't do much for the depression. BPD so it just kinda comes and goes in waves.

Im on a fairly even keel running Test though. Wanna run Tren, but terrified of fucking murder someone or just go batshit crazy.

Fuck Tren made me psychotic... did not IWB carry till my cycle was done...lol it felt good though.

 

[Calicom]

Acute depression is situational and can happen to anyone. Generally once the situation improves the symptoms go away. It's still real depression, and it's a feeling I wish on no one. Stay strong brother.

Give Noopept a try peptide help me take the edge off life, feels great almost Robotic.