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TRT@40 said:
Good to have you back join us @bigrobbie!
Hopefully, your absence was not related to BS-19.
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Yeah you can tell that to my best friends father in law who passed away this morning after 4 weeks in the hospital and his mother in law is right behind him, most likely in the next few days. He was 61 and healthy and shes 57 and ate like a bird and always watched her diet and stayed active.

It sucks bad cause my friends wife was his baby girl and shes completely destroyed right now. He was a cool dude who always pitched in to help on a project and kept everyone laughing.

I took it as a joke till I caught it myself and spent a couple weeks on the shelf.
 
bigpoppachump2 said:
Yeah you can tell that to my best friends father in law who passed away this morning after 4 weeks in the hospital and his mother in law is right behind him, most likely in the next few days. He was 61 and healthy and shes 57 and ate like a bird and always watched her diet and stayed active.

It sucks bad cause my friends wife was his baby girl and shes completely destroyed right now. He was a cool dude who always pitched in to help on a project and kept everyone laughing.

I took it as a joke till I caught it myself and spent a couple weeks on the shelf.
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How did your psa testing turn out?
 
Sp2.0 said:
How did your psa testing turn out?
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9.4, high.

I had my prostate biopsy yesterday. I should have the results tomorrow. I was expecting them today but I never did get an update from my urologist or on my online chart.

I hope it's not gonna be horrible news. I'm tired of having things shoved in my ass. I'm bleeding money since covid took big chunk out of our household income.

Now I gotta make an emergency run to NJ to go see my grandmother and try to convince her to move down here to Georgia to live with me at least temporarily. She fell and screwed up her hip after having the other one replaced in 2018. Her phone is cut off. I asked my friend to go by and check on her, he says the house looks like it abandoned with weeds grown up to the middle of the first floor windows. The second floor deck is ritting away with boards broken or missing and the railings falling off. All the while shes trapped upstairs and can't make it up and down since her ankles are swollen and she takes 10 minutes to go 20 ft from the living room to the door. My scumbag uncle is only doing the bare minimum and bringing her food but that's it and then he acts like a saint.The only person she'll listen to is me cause she thinks everyone else is just trying to be nice cause they want a piece of the house when she dies, and I think shes right, I just want her to live out her days peaceful and not in pain. I got to get her to a Dr and keep her appointments and if that means she has to come live with my wife and I in Georgia, that's fine I dont want anything we have two extra bedrooms if I clear out my gym space she can have the bigger one. Not to mention the Hospital and health care system in this area is better rated than those in NJ and cheaper as well.

There is so much more going on as well with health, work and other family I can go on about. Honestly the gods honest truth is I've started to have some breakdowns and all I do is fight back tears all fucking day anymore. Tears of sadness for my grandmother and not being able to just rush up there right now, tears of frustration cause I just cant seem to catch a break with health and life but I cant cause I'm supposed to be the one who always holds it together and has the solutions and right now I'm falling apart with no solutions apparent to me.

Sorry for the vent I just dont have anywhere else to do it
 
Sp2.0 said:
How did your psa testing turn out?
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bigpoppachump2 said:
9.4, high.

I had my prostate biopsy yesterday. I should have the results tomorrow. I was expecting them today but I never did get an update from my urologist or on my online chart.

I hope it's not gonna be horrible news. I'm tired of having things shoved in my ass. I'm bleeding money since covid took big chunk out of our household income.

Now I gotta make an emergency run to NJ to go see my grandmother and try to convince her to move down here to Georgia to live with me at least temporarily. She fell and screwed up her hip after having the other one replaced in 2018. Her phone is cut off. I asked my friend to go by and check on her, he says the house looks like it abandoned with weeds grown up to the middle of the first floor windows. The second floor deck is ritting away with boards broken or missing and the railings falling off. All the while shes trapped upstairs and can't make it up and down since her ankles are swollen and she takes 10 minutes to go 20 ft from the living room to the door. My scumbag uncle is only doing the bare minimum and bringing her food but that's it and then he acts like a saint.The only person she'll listen to is me cause she thinks everyone else is just trying to be nice cause they want a piece of the house when she dies, and I think shes right, I just want her to live out her days peaceful and not in pain. I got to get her to a Dr and keep her appointments and if that means she has to come live with my wife and I in Georgia, that's fine I dont want anything we have two extra bedrooms if I clear out my gym space she can have the bigger one. Not to mention the Hospital and health care system in this area is better rated than those in NJ and cheaper as well.

There is so much more going on as well with health, work and other family I can go on about. Honestly the gods honest truth is I've started to have some breakdowns and all I do is fight back tears all fucking day anymore. Tears of sadness for my grandmother and not being able to just rush up there right now, tears of frustration cause I just cant seem to catch a break with health and life but I cant cause I'm supposed to be the one who always holds it together and has the solutions and right now I'm falling apart with no solutions apparent to me.

Sorry for the vent I just dont have anywhere else to do it
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Forgot to add that I gotta rent a damn car ans I'm leaving Friday after work and taking the 14hr redeye drive north. I gott bring up a bunch of my tools and power tools to fix some things on her house just in case I can't get her to leave with me. And it needs to be done regardless if I get a realtor to come and put the house on the market.

Work threatened me with repercussions for leaving on such short notice during the holiday season but fuckem family comes first, I can always find another job.
 
bigpoppachump2 said:
Yeah you can tell that to my best friends father in law who passed away this morning after 4 weeks in the hospital and his mother in law is right behind him, most likely in the next few days. He was 61 and healthy and shes 57 and ate like a bird and always watched her diet and stayed active.

It sucks bad cause my friends wife was his baby girl and shes completely destroyed right now. He was a cool dude who always pitched in to help on a project and kept everyone laughing.

I took it as a joke till I caught it myself and spent a couple weeks on the shelf.
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Damn, brother that sure sucks and I feel bad now. This virus is no joke when it takes a loved one away.
 
bigpoppachump2 said:
9.4, high.

I had my prostate biopsy yesterday. I should have the results tomorrow. I was expecting them today but I never did get an update from my urologist or on my online chart.

I hope it's not gonna be horrible news. I'm tired of having things shoved in my ass. I'm bleeding money since covid took big chunk out of our household income.

Now I gotta make an emergency run to NJ to go see my grandmother and try to convince her to move down here to Georgia to live with me at least temporarily. She fell and screwed up her hip after having the other one replaced in 2018. Her phone is cut off. I asked my friend to go by and check on her, he says the house looks like it abandoned with weeds grown up to the middle of the first floor windows. The second floor deck is ritting away with boards broken or missing and the railings falling off. All the while shes trapped upstairs and can't make it up and down since her ankles are swollen and she takes 10 minutes to go 20 ft from the living room to the door. My scumbag uncle is only doing the bare minimum and bringing her food but that's it and then he acts like a saint.The only person she'll listen to is me cause she thinks everyone else is just trying to be nice cause they want a piece of the house when she dies, and I think shes right, I just want her to live out her days peaceful and not in pain. I got to get her to a Dr and keep her appointments and if that means she has to come live with my wife and I in Georgia, that's fine I dont want anything we have two extra bedrooms if I clear out my gym space she can have the bigger one. Not to mention the Hospital and health care system in this area is better rated than those in NJ and cheaper as well.

There is so much more going on as well with health, work and other family I can go on about. Honestly the gods honest truth is I've started to have some breakdowns and all I do is fight back tears all fucking day anymore. Tears of sadness for my grandmother and not being able to just rush up there right now, tears of frustration cause I just cant seem to catch a break with health and life but I cant cause I'm supposed to be the one who always holds it together and has the solutions and right now I'm falling apart with no solutions apparent to me.

Sorry for the vent I just dont have anywhere else to do it
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Stay strong and vent away. We'll be here if you need it.
 
bigpoppachump2 said:
9.4, high.

I had my prostate biopsy yesterday. I should have the results tomorrow. I was expecting them today but I never did get an update from my urologist or on my online chart.

I hope it's not gonna be horrible news. I'm tired of having things shoved in my ass. I'm bleeding money since covid took big chunk out of our household income.

Now I gotta make an emergency run to NJ to go see my grandmother and try to convince her to move down here to Georgia to live with me at least temporarily. She fell and screwed up her hip after having the other one replaced in 2018. Her phone is cut off. I asked my friend to go by and check on her, he says the house looks like it abandoned with weeds grown up to the middle of the first floor windows. The second floor deck is ritting away with boards broken or missing and the railings falling off. All the while shes trapped upstairs and can't make it up and down since her ankles are swollen and she takes 10 minutes to go 20 ft from the living room to the door. My scumbag uncle is only doing the bare minimum and bringing her food but that's it and then he acts like a saint.The only person she'll listen to is me cause she thinks everyone else is just trying to be nice cause they want a piece of the house when she dies, and I think shes right, I just want her to live out her days peaceful and not in pain. I got to get her to a Dr and keep her appointments and if that means she has to come live with my wife and I in Georgia, that's fine I dont want anything we have two extra bedrooms if I clear out my gym space she can have the bigger one. Not to mention the Hospital and health care system in this area is better rated than those in NJ and cheaper as well.

There is so much more going on as well with health, work and other family I can go on about. Honestly the gods honest truth is I've started to have some breakdowns and all I do is fight back tears all fucking day anymore. Tears of sadness for my grandmother and not being able to just rush up there right now, tears of frustration cause I just cant seem to catch a break with health and life but I cant cause I'm supposed to be the one who always holds it together and has the solutions and right now I'm falling apart with no solutions apparent to me.

Sorry for the vent I just dont have anywhere else to do it
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Best of luck to you @bigpoppachump2 -- looks like you got alot on your plate Brother . Hope things look up for you....~Ogh ;)
 
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