Aestheticstqwe98
Banned
Are you deadass?
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Anabolic Steroids
marriage or aas?
- Thread starter Greg Poocette
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GuerillaPete
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If you talk like Exister0 , you smell like Exister0,You look like Existero you probably are Exister0
Greg Poocette
Banned
???what
JordanAU
New Member
He can't be, Exister0 would be talking about all the
GuerillaPete
Member
Let me take the magnifying glass and take a closer look!
Joined Monday said he 28 argues like a tranny i think he is Exister0!!!
Joined Monday said he 28 argues like a tranny i think he is Exister0!!!
JordanAU
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Well judging based on the tests you've had done, coupled with you finding a forum to get advice from, I'd say you're pretty eager to hop back on the juice and it's looking like you've made your mind up as to what you're doing moving forward.
I'm still recommending you don't hop on again, but please, if you do, at least stay away from tren, preferably 19nors in general, as well as other heart and relationship fuckers.
Find a doctor you can trust and make sure you're closely monitored. Have and use a bp monitor. Research extensively whether or not gear/ancillaries (cialis, ais, etc) used will interact negatively with your blood thinners.
I'm again not going to dive into your relationship, but I will leave you this; don't hop on a cycle if you will live alone and are at risk of a heart attack. Scans may show your heart is ok, but that can be thrown out the window rapidly. 1 heart attack while you're asleep with no one to help or call an ambulance and you could be gone.
You had tests for your heart, but it seems an underlying mental concern could also be at play here, so I'm going to refer you to this;
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I probably haven't said enough to try and convince you it isn't worth hopping on with how much is on the line, so please take everything everyone is saying and hopefully will say into consideration
I'm still recommending you don't hop on again, but please, if you do, at least stay away from tren, preferably 19nors in general, as well as other heart and relationship fuckers.
Find a doctor you can trust and make sure you're closely monitored. Have and use a bp monitor. Research extensively whether or not gear/ancillaries (cialis, ais, etc) used will interact negatively with your blood thinners.
I'm again not going to dive into your relationship, but I will leave you this; don't hop on a cycle if you will live alone and are at risk of a heart attack. Scans may show your heart is ok, but that can be thrown out the window rapidly. 1 heart attack while you're asleep with no one to help or call an ambulance and you could be gone.
You had tests for your heart, but it seems an underlying mental concern could also be at play here, so I'm going to refer you to this;
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I probably haven't said enough to try and convince you it isn't worth hopping on with how much is on the line, so please take everything everyone is saying and hopefully will say into consideration
FR0Z3N_B0MB3RRR
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GuerillaPete
Member
Pure 24 karat gold
Bitches love the Arby’s Big Cheddar Beef
OmL
Member
He’s on self prescribed TRT, I wonder what an idiot like this considers TRT dosages.
RackPuller
Member
Hey man, gear and even gym gives only temporary feel good look good, a family will provide much more joy than a needle in your delt and an extraordinary boner.
But your also pretty nasty towards her in your post, calling her a fuckin bitch for not wanting you to use gear which yes brother - the gear gave you a fuckin heart attack. If you have zero value for life continue down that sad lonely gear road. You’ll be kept up by Tren hating yourself for letting that part of your life go. Which it never will leave - only become a money pit and head ache for the next several years.
You dodged death man, something someone wasn’t ready for you to leave earth, surly it’s not so you can keep killing your predisposed heart.
But your also pretty nasty towards her in your post, calling her a fuckin bitch for not wanting you to use gear which yes brother - the gear gave you a fuckin heart attack. If you have zero value for life continue down that sad lonely gear road. You’ll be kept up by Tren hating yourself for letting that part of your life go. Which it never will leave - only become a money pit and head ache for the next several years.
You dodged death man, something someone wasn’t ready for you to leave earth, surly it’s not so you can keep killing your predisposed heart.
If you're willing to lose your wife and kids by either death or divorce so you can continue cycling on a genetically predisposed heart... Then maybe you should do that, because they deserve better than your dumbass.
Hey man, you might think your heart is 100% fine now, but personally if I had heart conditions running in my family and had a heart attack at 20-something, I wouldn't be blasting anymore. Cleveland Clinic literally states the following:
"What is a heart attack?
A heart attack, or myocardial infarction (MI), is permanent damage to the heart muscle. "Myo" means muscle, "cardial" refers to the heart, and "infarction" means death of tissue due to lack of blood supply."
So you might feel fine, and it might seem like everything is fine, but in the end you almost certainly had some amount of tissue death in your heart muscle. It is critical that you ensure you do not do more damage, lest you have another heart attack, or stroke or something.
If I was your fiancé, I would be apprehensive too. I see two options:
- Stop blasting and just do TRT instead. You could have yourself at a very high level just with TRT. My TRT puts me at 1620 ng/dL and my doctor is happy with that because my estrogen, PSA, lipids, etc., are all fine and I feel great.
- Continue blasting, but use safer compounds, basically I would say you are a Testosterone ONLY guy henceforth. No orals, no nandrolone or tren or mast, nothing. Just you and good old testosterone. Maybe you could do lower dose blasts, lke 350 mg per week or something instead of the usual 500.
I can definitely understand her concern about marrying someone that is, in her eyes, killing themselves. Breaking up would be less painful than losing your husband at 35...
As a side note, you really have a short fuse on this thread. Yes, people are poking fun at you, but some of your responses indicate that you struggle with anger. Anger as well as suppressing emotions are two big contributors to heart attack and atherosclerosis, etc. I would strongly recommend some mindfulness medication and well as Cognitive Behavioral Therapy to help break the cycle of anger.
Just my 2 cents. Good luck man.
Clearly you don’t respect your health or your fiancé. It’s ok, send her over to me and I’ll take much better care of her. Did you think you’d get nice responses from us when you’re clearly an immature and irresponsible muppet? Dear lord… way to make gear users look bad.
Ridethelightningbarefoot
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Women controlling men is a huge no for me. Ultimatums are just a easy out for someone who is basically already done. I mean is that the only problem between the two of you? You seem to have a lot of resentment. I understand its more difficult when kids are involved. Idk why you didnt keep an eye on your shit if you have genetic heart problems...idk man thats a tough one. If she has already issued a ultimatum I mean marriage would be pointless. An ultimatum is someone being ready to give up the relationship because of this thing...the key point tho is they are ready to give up the relationship.
So you’re cool with hiding things from your wife? How about this… when you’re dating someone, find a time to let them know. Be upfront, honest and educate them on the topic. If they’re not ok with it, they don’t truly respect your decisions and you’d be dodging a bullet. If they’re at least understanding of it but don’t necessarily approve of it, continue on with the relationship as you at least are seeing someone who respects the fact that you’re an adult and are capable of making your own decisions.
Normally I’d agree, but in this instance, an ultimatum is very reasonable. She has kids to care for and if OP drops dead from his idiocy, like he nearly already did, think about all the ways that’ll affect his wife and their kids. I mean c’mon… he’s sitting at death’s doorstep poking the reaper with a stick here. It’s not like he uses gear responsibly and didn’t have a heart attack. His wife did the correct thing by bringing up an ultimatum in this case.
GUYS everyone here loves all this trolling. Maybe its actually everyone here thats one account!! Lolol
but seriously, its pretty much every new account that has been made or 3 weeks new, is the same person, on drugs. Yhis guys has not much to do besides watch porn when high on meth for weeks at a time.
but seriously, its pretty much every new account that has been made or 3 weeks new, is the same person, on drugs. Yhis guys has not much to do besides watch porn when high on meth for weeks at a time.
JordanAU
New Member
Even though they're probably trolls, I would regret not saying something if I saw some guy had dropped dead and I could have done something about it
Bingo. I can’t believe guys waste time putting together real replies. I mean it’s great that everyone cares but the dude met this girl “ordering a big beef n’ cheddar from Arby’s”. That’s either trolling or that’s one BIG woman.
