@NLM36
this is me years ago, i was eating clean and training decently… dont wanna remember my feelings at time… and i didnt try 3 months… that was maybe after 9 months, dont remember…
and you ask why guys use drugs… i couldnt have looked even like 1/10 of that Zyzz… dont joke… you can say whatcha want..
I was fuckin frustrated… redic genetic… lot of effort for some shitty grams of muscle… when kcals were upped a bit, boom… fat… i was dieting in those pics… high e2 converter and low end Test level, showed by bloods…
just cry , pin, eat and train.. repeat
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