35 year old Texan - Digital Nomad - not my first cycle or rodeo but now worries - Test by prescription, Anavar, Semaglutide - main worry is mood swing

[ollienomad]

Howdy Guys and maybe Gals -

No stranger to the gym I'm benching 315 and squatting close to the same. Deadlift is much lighter with a knee and back injury.

History:I did a cycle way back at 21years old (t400, tren, equipoise) - ruined my testosterone

Now on TRT: since 31 and 120-240mg/week + aromasin on injection days + viagra (100mg)/cialis(20mg daily on non Viagra days) that barely work when I'm with a partner

I now have a real prescription for Testosterone Cypionate from my urologist. As a nomad I travel all over, it's hard to get quality meds all the times. In Bosnia they had no earthly idea what anti-aromatase was. While in Serbia all they'd give me is Depo Test which I believe is a cypionate. I hate it.

I don't like it because it's easy to accidentally have it linger in my system too long and do too much. Screwing with my mood swings.

My biggest concern is: MOOD - I have a lucrative very public facing role where I negotiate large contracts and I can't be weepy or over aggressive or passive aggressive with no filter like I was in my 20s taking the t400, tren and equipoise - or even now if i accidentlly do too much depo. I cannot afford to lose this job.

Questions then:

1. So what test should I switch too that's safer to not overdo accidentally and keep my mood stable ( I have to take it by prescription for the rest of my life). I try to stay around 140-240mg per week. Enough to be peak normal values. Maybe enanthate instead of cypionate?
2. What additional compound could i add to help with weight loss without crazy moods. I was thinking anavar or ostarine or mk2866, and semaglutide
3. Will the other compound be safe if i've had a knee reconstruction - no adverse effect? - Ex: I here Winstrol is bad on joints
4. I was also prescribed Ozempic/Wegovy (Semaglutide) but it's sold out where I am. If i find some can i use it conjunction with the above?
5. When I was in my 20s doing that crazy cycle my mood was crazy but my libido was destroyed and I still have trouble with it. I've done 100mg Sildenafil before and 25mg tadalafil daily before both with minimal effects. Once in Thailand I took 100mg of their Sidegra and that's the only thing that worked but I don't know where to find it or if there's something better. By taking all these I want my libido and sexual performance to not get any more depressing. Low libido and i barely have any sensativity. So Sidegra if i can get it maybe something else too?
6. I take one arimidex the day i do my weekly trt do i need to do more?

Alot of info but turning to the experts.

 

[Deleted member 135054]

Maybe enanthate instead of cypionate?

injection frequency? if one then split it into two regardless of wat u take

 

[Fattyone]

I try to stay around 140-240mg per week

That’s a huge difference. How often and you changing the dose and how often are you keeping it the same?
Never being consistent can cause all the issues you describe.
Chances are high that a PROPPER TRT protocol will not only level you out, but remove the need of an AI.


As for the travel.. I say either stock up or maybe look into pellets?
Maybe home brew some test in castor oil?

 

[primojuju]

welcome

If you want stability inject everyday at a dosage that does not give you estrogen issues. I started at 2 days a week and went to everyday and it made a noticeable difference with test c. If its not possible try a longer ester like Test Undecanoate If you still get e2 issues lose bodyfat. Save ais for a blast. Plan out a weight loss diet with weighed and prepped meals, shoot for 1-2 lbs loss a week, use the semaglutide to guarantee adherence and not cheat on the diet. If you want a libido boost try hcg once e2 is under control. How is your BP? HGH works wonders for healing, bpc157 and tb500 are also worth a try. Anecdotally nandrolone has been touted to help joints quite a bit but has a significant risk of emotional side effects.
Why do people from texas have to tell everybody they are from texas?

 

[Sector]

Just inject 2x a week if you're worried about sides and keeping your blood levels stable.

You shouldn't have to worry about mood as much on a TRT-ish dosage of test, the sides will be nothing like the tren cycle you ran where you experienced adverse effects on your mood. Test isn't even remotely close to having the same negative effects that tren can cause on mood. If anything the test should help improve your mood and might make you more assertive, but not necessarily aggressive. If there's other underlying mood disorders at play then do your best to keep your lifestyle healthy and manage your stress. No drugs or alcohol, workout regularly, get enough sunlight and sleep, keep your diet on point, maybe limit caffeine or central nervous system stimulants, and manage your stress well. Things like that generally should help since it seems this is your biggest concern.

Anavar/semaglutide definitely can help with weight loss, and I'm not aware of any adverse effects that anavar would have on any joints/ligaments like winstrol would (winstrol dried our my joints a ton too). I guess the only risk would be if you get strong and increase the weight too quickly on anavar and end up hurting yourself.

The arimidex dose should be fine if you don't feel any estrogen related side effects like sensitivity in the nipple area (if your estrogen is high) or dry joints and lethargy (if your estrogen is low)

Hope this helps somewhat

 

[Trilla]

I really think you might have some other problems. Not being rude or arrogant. I’m 44 I have taken at least 800mg - 1200mg test a week for the last 4 years. Also tren-a 100 eod at 50mg on and off every 5 weeks. I have only had a problem with estrogen when I get over 1200mg test a week. When you start taking test you might want to plan on taking it for the rest of your life at least fucking Age. The only time I need help (viagra 100 cut in half) is if iM taking a shit ton of tren. Bro I promise you it’s in your head. Every 6 months or so I’ll have a bad sexual experience bc of not taking viagra or something and it will mental fuck me. I will eventually get over it in a few days at the longest a week. You have to take a huge amount
Of gear to mess up your dick. A few cycles 10 years ago won’t do it. For real it’s on your head.
Do you ever wake up with morning wood ? If so there is nothing wrong with you. Hey you might have turned gay. Just saying it happens. If you can masterbate you can fuck if you like what’s In front of you. Also everything I said is to Take seriously I’m not being a dick. You will find your grove. Stop taking the other stuff you don’t need it. Try 400mg week test c
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[TA13579]

I really think you might have some other problems. Not being rude or arrogant. I’m 44 I have taken at least 800mg - 1200mg test a week for the last 4 years. Also tren-a 100 eod at 50mg on and off every 5 weeks. I have only had a problem with estrogen when I get over 1200mg test a week. When you start taking test you might want to plan on taking it for the rest of your life at least fucking Age. The only time I need help (viagra 100 cut in half) is if iM taking a shit ton of tren. Bro I promise you it’s in your head. Every 6 months or so I’ll have a bad sexual experience bc of not taking viagra or something and it will mental fuck me. I will eventually get over it in a few days at the longest a week. You have to take a huge amount
Of gear to mess up your dick. A few cycles 10 years ago won’t do it. For real it’s on your head.
Do you ever wake up with morning wood ? If so there is nothing wrong with you. Hey you might have turned gay. Just saying it happens. If you can masterbate you can fuck if you like what’s In front of you. Also everything I said is to Take seriously I’m not being a dick. You will find your grove. Stop taking the other stuff you don’t need it. Try 400mg week test c
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How's your blood work running that much gear for 4 years? I'm truly curious. Everyone responds differently.