A n00bs first cycle - Test E

[MikeSz]

Sometimes something comes along and gives you a boot in the balls and gives you some perspective.

We're so obsessed about how we look that sometimes we forget what really matters in life.

Last Friday i lost a true friend too soon to a tragic accident, he was the same age as me. Today was my first workout since then and it sucked.

5 sets of incline bench and 4 sets of decline and i was done, i literally had no strength which is fucked up considering the gear im on. Came home and knocked out 6 sets of pushups by force, 4 sets of situps and 3 sets on the ab roller.

This week and next is gonna be tough but i need to grit my teeth and push through it. Needless to say my calorie intake has taken a nosedive over the weekend but you know what, some things are more important, i will get back on track soon.

I'm really sry bro. *brohug*

 

[MEEKmlz]

Keep ur head up man.

 

[hammertime]

Thanks guys appreciate it.

 

[hammertime]

Forgot to say, im changing to two pins weekly, i want to start getting used to pinning more frequently for when i change to prop eod.

Pinned my nightmare left glute today and went pretty smooth with the 1.25" needle. but after foam rolling for 5 mins my left leg and top of my foot started going numb for about 30 mins. Dont know wtf was going on there. Still have a bit of a pins n needles sensation in my foot, weird.

6th day on var and dont feel any different really, gonna need that to kick in and carry me through the next week.

oh yeah and if you have a friend/family member you've been meaning to call/meet but haven't got round to it, go do it now, dont assume they will always be there guys.

 

[hammertime]

So despite having a shitty chest workout yesterday my chest is sore as fuck today.

Had a good bicep and tricep workout today.

Weighed in at 182lbs yesterday.

 

[hammertime]

So after a difficult week and only training twice last week im now back into the swing of things and hit chest yesterday.

Today is my 15th day on 50mg var and i have to say i dont notice any difference at all so far.

 

[RF1]

Today is my 15th day on 50mg var and i have to say i dont notice any difference at all so far.[/QUOTE]


That doesn't sound good mate. Is it ok for me to ask who's var your running.

 

[RF1]

Just remembered you said from the other thread. That's shite have there var to run myself BASTARD.

 

[RF1]

Was hearing nothing but good things about there var to. Goin lab max it as I have it all here ready couple labmax test but still won't tell us shit about dosage

 

[hammertime]

Was hearing nothing but good things about there var to. Goin lab max it as I have it all here ready couple labmax test but still won't tell us shit about dosage

Yeah mate thats why i ordered but i know for a fact all the good stories were from an old batch and the stuff i got was a new batch as it was out of stock and i had to wait a while for it. They made some bold claims on their site too.

Gonna give it 3 or 4 more days to see if im just slow to take to it. There were a couple days last week that i forgot to take my 2nd 25mg dose of the day.

 

[RF1]

Yeah mate thats why i ordered but i know for a fact all the good stories were from an old batch and the stuff i got was a new batch as it was out of stock and i had to wait a while for it. They made some bold claims on their site too.

Gonna give it 3 or 4 more days to see if im just slow to take to it. There were a couple days last week that i forgot to take my 2nd 25mg dose of the day.

I know my 50mg tabs are from the old batch but I also have 10mg tabs that's definitely not from old batch. Fingers crossed you start feeling it soon. Will you try and up the dose before stopping them see if it's not just under dosed. I just did a labmax test on my 50mg tabs will post it up see what everyone thinks.

 

[hammertime]

I know my 50mg tabs are from the old batch but I also have 10mg tabs that's definitely not from old batch. Fingers crossed you start feeling it soon. Will you try and up the dose before stopping them see if it's not just under dosed. I just did a labmax test on my 50mg tabs will post it up see what everyone thinks.

Yeah dude i planned on upping to 100mg for the last 2 weeks but might start a week early next week. Nice one on the labmax i will have a look.

 

[RF1]

Feeling anything off the var yet pal

 

[hammertime]

Feeling anything off the var yet pal

Absolutely fuck all mate. Although i've noticed i do look a little leaner and my weight is down this week. I dunno maybe im expecting too much from it in the gym.

 

[RF1]

Absolutely fuck all mate. Although i've noticed i do look a little leaner and my weight is down this week. I dunno maybe im expecting too much from it in the gym.

Na mate I don't think you are expecting to much should be feeling pumps by now even at 50mg a day shit must be really underdosed. How's everything else going how have your workouts been this week.

 

[hammertime]

I get forearm pumps when doing curls but i was getting them from just the test. Have been taking taurine so maybe thats prevented some pumps. Was really expecting brutal calf pumps just from walking or running but theres been nowt. Pretty pissed off.

Workouts have been ok nothing spectacular, steady increases each week. Really need to get back to keeping this log updated.

Overall im not happy with my first cycle. It may be my last. If i do cycle again i will definitely be trying to get pharma everything. This UGL route is just too unpredictable and unreliable, you cant get any sort of accuracy with what you're putting into your body.

Have you started your cycle yet?

 

[RF1]

I get forearm pumps when doing curls but i was getting them from just the test. Have been taking taurine so maybe thats prevented some pumps. Was really expecting brutal calf pumps just from walking or running but theres been nowt. Pretty pissed off.

Workouts have been ok nothing spectacular, steady increases each week. Really need to get back to keeping this log updated.

Overall im not happy with my first cycle. It may be my last. If i do cycle again i will definitely be trying to get pharma everything. This UGL route is just too unpredictable and unreliable, you cant get any sort of accuracy with what you're putting into your body.

Have you started your cycle yet?

Least you are going in the right direction pal. My planned cycle is fucked inless I just go for a var only cycle. I work on a rotation month on month off away from home I have been trying to figure a way I could get test and needls out and have come to the conclusion it's just to risky. Getting the anavar off with me would always be easy. Anavar only cycle I just don't know mate could see my first cycle just not happening for now. Or I just say fuck it and start smashing the vars back lol

 

[hammertime]

Yeah only 3 weeks of my cycle left so gonna up the var to 50mg twice daily for the remainder, fuck it. Ive not been hitting my macros the last 2-3 weeks and definitely not been getting enough protein, so plan on making up for that in a big way these last 3 weeks.

I take it all your bags get xrayed on way out? Just parcel it all up in a condom and fire it up your farter Pretty shit its stopping you from cycling buddy but life is more important than a cycle. How old are you? I dont see a problem with a var only cycle myself, i know lots of locals to me have done so and made good gains and leaned the fuck out. Just need to get good var which is easier said than done. I still cant make my mind up if this shit is any good or not.

 

[RF1]

Yeah only 3 weeks of my cycle left so gonna up the var to 50mg twice daily for the remainder, fuck it. Ive not been hitting my macros the last 2-3 weeks and definitely not been getting enough protein, so plan on making up for that in a big way these last 3 weeks.

I take it all your bags get xrayed on way out? Just parcel it all up in a condom and fire it up your farter Pretty shit its stopping you from cycling buddy but life is more important than a cycle. How old are you? I dont see a problem with a var only cycle myself, i know lots of locals to me have done so and made good gains and leaned the fuck out. Just need to get good var which is easier said than done. I still cant make my mind up if this shit is any good or not.

Loooool I that is always an option. I mate travel through heliport they don't check you as much as at airports but would just take that one prick that takes his job to seriously and search me head to toe it does happen. I would feel much better about it if you were getting some hefty results from your var. Lol finding pharm grade seems to be the holy grail maybe one day find a way. I'm 26 mate think I might just go for it its that or fuck all nothing to lose really

 

[hammertime]

Loooool I that is always an option. I mate travel through heliport they don't check you as much as at airports but would just take that one prick that takes his job to seriously and search me head to toe it does happen. I would feel much better about it if you were getting some hefty results from your var. Lol finding pharm grade seems to be the holy grail maybe one day find a way. I'm 26 mate think I might just go for it its that or fuck all nothing to lose really

Ah yeah prob not worth it then. I presume you would need evidence if you said you had pins for insulin as you're diabetic? would need to pin it sub-q though.

Yeah i really wish this var hit me like a ton of bricks. If id cycled with good var before id at least have something to compare it to. Every chance im just slow to take to it and it might hit me next week.

You have them on hand so you might aswell get them fucked into you, if not send them to me haha.

Im booking a holiday in next couple of weeks for end of july. I will be doing my research on wheres easiest to get pharma test over the counter and convincing the bird we should go wherever that is lol. Get myself a couple of good cycles worth.