Anxiety after B&C for a year

[Theworstbodybuilder]

I ran stupid high doses for a year cruising at 250-300 test between cycles. I finally dropped to 200 and I've been sitting there for about 4 weeks and I am freaking...the fuck...out. Help...what do? I'm going to get bloods done in 4 weeks. Any input in the meantime?

 

[Country Club Hero]

Were you a basket case before using gears?

 

[pancetta]

Take an AI and stop being emotional

 

[shredded.lyfe]

Literally can't feel shit on 250 cyp

You might be a bitch

 

[ThreeSix]

that's pretty general, any specific thoughts you're afraid of, or just overstimulated?

 

[Psy-chonaut]

Just read your other posts, you should have stopped before - big 'red flag in your mental stability'......

Just ride it out, if you play with fire Mate, you may pee in your bed...

If it's the EQ playing tricks in your brain, it's a hell of long 'terminal-halflife' mate...

What compounds/doses have you been playing with?

 

[Theworstbodybuilder]

that's pretty general, any specific thoughts you're afraid of, or just overstimulated?

It's just a constant undercurrent of adrenaline. It's just incredibly hard to relax. I quit my last cycle early because the EQ was messing with me and I decided it was best to just stop for a bit.

 

[nasi]

it seems like the most you ever ran was 500 test and 400 eq not even a gram lol, id only be worried about HCT and 200mgs is still within trt ranges albeit pretty high

 

[Theworstbodybuilder]

Just read your other posts, you should have stopped before - big 'red flag in your mental stability'......

Just ride it out, if you play with fire Mate, you may pee in your bed...

If it's the EQ playing tricks in your brain, it's a hell of long 'terminal-halflife' mate...

What compounds/doses have you been playing with?

I've been off of EQ specifically for 9 weeks now and I was running 400mgs with 500 test. My heaviest (dumbest) cycle was 1g test 1g primo 25 anavar for 12 weeks.

 

[Theworstbodybuilder]

it seems like the most you ever ran was 500 test and 400 eq not even a gram lol, id only be worried about HCT and 200mgs is still within trt ranges albeit pretty high

Nah I ran 2gs total of test and primo. It sucked so bad. I never ever want to do a large cycle again

 

[bloodninja420]

Spam cardio & hydration. Take the dog for some long walks. See some nature.. sleep outside if it's warm.

 

[webstar138]

Nah I ran 2gs total of test and primo. It sucked so bad. I never ever want to do a large cycle again

Lesson learned, albeit the hard way. I personally am risk averse and run moderate to tiny cycles simply because I dont want to deal with side effects. Yes, I leave gains on the table. But no, I do not experience side effects i cant manage. Maybe try a different approach to your cycles

 

[ZaddyZonar]

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