Any fellow hypochondriacs?

[Burpeeking]

I'm a hypochondriac. I also have legitimate health issues i.e mechanical aortic valve., no spleen, missing some of my colon and intestines from a gun shot, liver scarring from having hep c for years until I cured it. And a ton of little issues too. Everything is pretty under control and I feel great physically most of the time. In my head is a different story. I'm always thinking I don't have much longer. I get stuck.in my head about it and will spend all day stressing on it. I've spent many a sleepless night.
So the question is how do i deal with this? I.was on zoloft. That was a nightmare. I couldn't cum and had Blu balls for days on end. My doctor won't give me xanax because of my addiction woes.any advice would be cool
As far as gear I'm only doing trt now. 150 mg a week test c

 

[Cashton]

I'm a hypochondriac. I also have legitimate health issues i.e mechanical aortic valve., no spleen, missing some of my colon and intestines from a gun shot, liver scarring from having hep c for years until I cured it. And a ton of little issues too. Everything is pretty under control and I feel great physically most of the time. In my head is a different story. I'm always thinking I don't have much longer. I get stuck.in my head about it and will spend all day stressing on it. I've spent many a sleepless night.
So the question is how do i deal with this? I.was on zoloft. That was a nightmare. I couldn't cum and had Blu balls for days on end. My doctor won't give me xanax because of my addiction woes.any advice would be cool
As far as gear I'm only doing trt now. 150 mg a week test c

Stay away from Xanax, you don’t need it, I get that thought if I don’t have much longer left sometimes when I think about my past and the damage I might have done, but I feel healthy, my blood works alright and I think it’s more of a mental thing, I can’t relate exactly to the hypochondria but I’m sure you can manage that too brother. I used to and still do I guess have some mental health issues but in the past the used to really affect me, nowadays I’ve really learned to control that and not let it effect me anymore.

 

[Jet Labs]

I'm a hypochondriac. I also have legitimate health issues i.e mechanical aortic valve., no spleen, missing some of my colon and intestines from a gun shot, liver scarring from having hep c for years until I cured it. And a ton of little issues too. Everything is pretty under control and I feel great physically most of the time. In my head is a different story. I'm always thinking I don't have much longer. I get stuck.in my head about it and will spend all day stressing on it. I've spent many a sleepless night.
So the question is how do i deal with this? I.was on zoloft. That was a nightmare. I couldn't cum and had Blu balls for days on end. My doctor won't give me xanax because of my addiction woes.any advice would be cool
As far as gear I'm only doing trt now. 150 mg a week test c

You sir are the perfect candidate for cannabis! I suggest sativa for during the day and indica for the evening.

 

[Burpeeking]

You sir are the perfect candidate for cannabis! I suggest sativa for during the day and indica for the evening.

Thank u. I've been on the fence about it. I'm gonna try it.

 

[Jet Labs]

Thank u. I've been on the fence about it. I'm gonna try it.

I don't use the stuff myself, but a few family members use it for medical use and it works wonders especially when you find the right strain. I use to grow for the local medical community so If you have any question hit me up via pm, I can even show you how to grow your own in a stealth box

 

[Eman]

I would tread very carefully with the weed. Hypochondria is essentially a form of paranoia and weed can exacerbate it, especially if you haven't experimented with it in the past and don't really know what to expect. You really don't want to put yourself into a paranoid loop.

If you want to explore drug options, psychedelics are used for this quite a bit. Even tamer ones like psilocybin mushrooms are used to treat the fear of death in terminal cancer patients with impressive results.

I think this is also something that's pretty treatable in therapy too though, if you want to avoid the drugs.

 

[MadBret]

If you are going to try smoking some weed, might I suggest that you only take like 2-3 tokes of some good bud, then wait a bit and see how you feel.

A lot of guys over do it the first time and wind up having a bad experience.

Magic mushrooms and from what one of my crazy buddies tells me, maybe DMT, could help but that would probably be something to do extensive research into before going either of those routes.

Good luck to you, bud.

 

[Cashton]

I would tread very carefully with the weed. Hypochondria is essentially a form of paranoia and weed can exacerbate it, especially if you haven't experimented with it in the past and don't really know what to expect. You really don't want to put yourself into a paranoid loop.

If you want to explore drug options, psychedelics are used for this quite a bit. Even tamer ones like psilocybin mushrooms are used to treat the fear of death in terminal cancer patients with impressive results.

I think this is also something that's pretty treatable in therapy too though, if you want to avoid the drugs.

I smoke weed and I hate how mushrooms make me feel, very uncomfortable and uneasy, I don’t like most psychedelics that I’ve done.

 

[MadBret]

I smoke weed and I hate how mushrooms make me feel, very uncomfortable and uneasy, I don’t like most psychedelics that I’ve done.

I have definitely experienced this but have also had what could be described as an epiphany after a mushroom trip. They can be uplifting on your spirits for an indefinite amount of time. Too much of them and I wind up feeling like shit, sometimes puking. A little bit, maybe a gram or two seems to usually be nice, though.

 

[Cashton]

I have definitely experienced this but have also had what could be described as an epiphany after a mushroom trip. They can be uplifting on your spirits for an indefinite amount of time. Too much of them and I wind up feeling like shit, sometimes puking. A little bit, maybe a gram or two seems to usually be nice, though.

I eat a gram or 3 I get the same uneasy uncomfortable feeling most of the time.

 

[Eman]

I smoke weed and I hate how mushrooms make me feel, very uncomfortable and uneasy, I don’t like most psychedelics that I’ve done.

Psychedelics have a way of making you feel like you're not in control of yourself, and that can be uncomfortable. That's partly the point of them with things like fearing death though, you get the feelings of losing control and you accept them.

With that said, I wasn't necessarily recommending them, I just think they're a better option than weed for someone with paranoia problems. I'd much sooner recommend therapy, personally.

 

[Demondosage]

Yea, stay away from drugs. Stay away from all drugs, stay away from gear also. Go take to a psychologist