Masterpp,
NOBODY is as big a wuss as I am when it comes to getting shots. I was 30 when I got my first shot in the ass (tetanus, I think). The doc wouldn't let me leave the office for almost an hour due to my "condition" (OK, I pretty much passed out - you can stop laughing now).
But I have to say that the HCG shots are a piece of cake. It's not those big giant ugly 6 inch long spikes that they use for horses...it's a 1 cm long needle about as thick as a human hair. I am still not great with the IM injections for testosterone - I mostly have someone else give me those...just easier that way.
You actually can't even feel the little needles go in. Seriously. I just aim, close my eyes, and stab. Go fast. If you even notice it go in, I will buy the next round of beers for you buds next time you're in town.
If your doc won't get you a prescription, can't you just order from an internet pharmacy? My HCG comes from Europe. Cheap too - maybe $15 a month. Or have a friend here buy you some and mail it to you.
For me, TRT is soooo much better with HCG than without. And the feeling is more than just "more testosterone" in my system. It's different and better.