I think the thing about her dad driving the neighborhood was the clincher. Else I would have fukked her till her eyes popped out as her reward for spewing all that horseshit. L.........O.........L..............
Like me, you probably got ruined by a chick early on that knew she liked cock and had no qualms about snatching it out and demanding you fuck her till you passed out.. THEY CAN'T ALL BE WINNERS. Seriously, if you look back and think you can probably immediately count at least 10 times where chicks have already thrown themselves at you and you just discounted it.. Its not you its the paradigm you were raised in. Hell, I once had a chick upgrade my gym membership to FREE LIFETIME and on a Friday night and my biggest concern was getting her to do it for my bro too.!?!?!? I mean WTF I should have been blowing her back out all night by 10pm.!!!?!?!?!?! You have to remove yourself from that AUTO-BLOCK that somehow gets installed in some of us growing up, and for that I recommend creating an alter-ego. I am not saying construct a multiple personality. Just think of a someone that engages in that behavior and live by what you think their moral code would be just for a minute.. That way you can separate yourself from all the bullshit implanted in your head as a child. It only takes a few wins to get the confidence then all you need is YOU, and the success rate skyrockets from there on.
Think of it like this. There's about A BAZILLION PEOPLE ALL SITTTING ALONE that wish they had someone to fuck. And the only thing stopping it is NOTHING. I sometimes wonder if its not a government electronic mind control machine operating to keep population numbers down. I mean it just makes no sense the pussy I failed to hit on, and worse, the pussy I turned down that hit on me..
You are not alone dude. Any person raised with morals and decency feels apprehension about hitting on a stranger for sex for all sorts of stupid reasons. Some are good reasons
(I dont recommend hitting strange in Orlando per say unless you want an std)... But this apprehension is illogical many times and minimally just remind yourself that you are a good person and the way you convey that is to be sure to tell em you are just dating for now where your life is... (after you bang her a couple times).
**It should be noted that now at 50yrs old, EVERY SINGLE GUY I DISCUSS THIS PHENOMENA AGREES that they used to drop the ball just the same way....
AGAIN, Get some Rubs... Many times, women who are game are horny cause they are ovulating. DO NOT CATFISH YERSELF... Flush that fukkin rubber like a baller would... Not after a snuggle, not before you leave, BUT I MEAN PRONTO... Once you start fishing there's gonna be plenty you would throw back. Don't be on their hook...
Shit I can't even count the times I had my hands down a chicks panties and failed to snatch em off. Fuck. And now I am just a stupid old man with limited access inclusive of crazies, dry-hole, and fatties. LOL...
DONT BE ME....
Rant out..