Cycles and Relationships

I just got engaged but after I came down from a 500mg Test and 400 EQ cycle I became a bit on edge, insecure, emotionally reactive. It messed with our relationship a bit but after we worked through our issues I decided if I ever did cycle again it would be well thought out and I would pick one that wouldn't bring any kind of instability or (ugh) toxicity (gay right?) to our marriage. Any recommendations for compounds that have the least potential to foster harmful thoughts or feelings (I get that it's mostly dependent on the users state of mind and that either way I'll be hyperhormonal). Also how has running cycles impacted you guyses love lives?
 
testosterone only should be safe if you are not "asshole" in general i would say.

but so far i think its all hit and miss, even when you do simple blast over and over. you can aromatize slightly differently, have various levels of estrogen etc...
 
Cycles never have an impact on my relationship.

Emotions, anxiety, paranoia, etc state of mind are purely ran by the compounds I was taking.

And I was aware of that.
Which every time I went to say, do, or felt like I was acting differently, took a step back before making any action or saying anything.

Basically bite my tongue and reminded myself is this the gear talking or my true self?

Does ya wonders lol.

As far as the hyper sexuality/libido. That’s just a tough one to control. Gotta fight the temptation everywhere. Annoyingly
 
I just got engaged but after I came down from a 500mg Test and 400 EQ cycle I became a bit on edge, insecure, emotionally reactive. It messed with our relationship a bit but after we worked through our issues I decided if I ever did cycle again it would be well thought out and I would pick one that wouldn't bring any kind of instability or (ugh) toxicity (gay right?) to our marriage. Any recommendations for compounds that have the least potential to foster harmful thoughts or feelings (I get that it's mostly dependent on the users state of mind and that either way I'll be hyperhormonal). Also how has running cycles impacted you guyses love lives?
Has nothing to do with the steroids. Don’t be an idiot period.
 
If test and eq make your relationship skills suck you might as well blast tren. Best bang for your buck
It was the most recent in a string of heavy cycles, HEAVY cycles that I'm only now settling down on 200mg test from. I was also blasting for a year in complete social isolation so that is something to consider.
 
That's one of the unspoken benefits of steroids... you get to experience what it's like to have hormone swings.

I'm a pretty even-keeled guy and the first time I found myself about to cry in frustration at not being appreciated I was like, "Whoa! Estrogen coming in strong, this is crazy."

If you're pretty self-aware and in control of yourself, it's interesting and can be managed. It gave me an appreciation for hormones, that's for sure.
 
Only thing that ever messed with me was high levels of maste. Gave me a short fuse. Luckily I noticed it right away and chose not to act on it but it is difficult when your mind is telling you to yell back at someone. Nothing else gives me these angry types of emotions.
Have you tried deca? I like to run it on occasion bc it totally chills me out. And it always lets me know when it's time to come back off bc I start to get bored of the things I love such as working out.
Experiment with different compounds and doses and keep a log of what works and what doesn't. You can't really go off what works for us bc we all respond different. Tren does nothing to me mentally so I am always blown away when people say it made them gay or "roid rage." But bottom line, you are in control of your emotions at the end of the day. You don't get to blame steroids if you ruin your relationships
 
I said one mildly rude out-of-character comment to my wife after taking Mtren one day. That's all I needed. That plus the insane toxicity of the compound made me decide I'm never taking it again. She's a goddamn angel and no gains are worth upsetting her or damaging our relationship. I'm generally an extremely friendly and nice person so saying even one rude, out of line comment to her was a shock to me.

Nothing else I've ever tried has affected my mood negatively, but I've never done a 19-nor other than mtren.

She tolerates the estrogen stuff and finds it endearing that I know what its like to deal with hormone fluctuations.
 
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