Can I give you some advice?
Get off the computer. Answer your questions once per day, and think about what you’re writing.
You sound like you have put zero thought into your “lab” and by getting constantly caught saying stupid shit, you further reduce your credibility.
Would I ever order from you? No. But I will at least give you a fighting chance to become better at discourse.
No one cares you have a family, do your job, and do it properly. And if you don’t know how to do your job (as you are clearly showing you lack the intelligence and experience) then stop posting publicly and reevaluate.