everything has lost its meaning

everything has lost its meaning in the world but i'll start here. i can't trust any source anymore. it's been over a decade for me and i'm only 29 and i'm just worried because nowadays you can fake anything, any pdf file, any HPLC test, any lab test you can fuckin edit anything. and even then, lab tests don't mean shit. now it's like "well you're a poor responder and i'm a 60x responder and ur a 2x responder". literally everything has lost its meaning.

i'm a finance guy i live in nyc, i do alright for myself so i know how it is, but i thought this was the one place left where guys can look out for one another. we all share the same obsession and it's a dangerous game we play but if we choose to play, like i said, we should look out for one another. things are fucked up around here and in the whole scene.
Aren't you a huge pharmacom fan? What happened?
 
For the record I have been so happy with all the products I have been buying. Solid results. I don't know what happened to Op but I am having a blast.


In 8 days I'll be having a cruise
 
I mean I just have so much respect to paramedics/medics, they're number one in my book and very under appreciated...

I wanted to become one myself but I blacked out during blood fear test idk how to call it in English, but I think you know what I mean.

So I'm mentally too weak, but I admit it and respect those people who save lives

So if you're a paramedic/medic, then thank you for being one and saving lives :)

Thanks man! I'm just a guy doing a job that needs to be done, I try and do it with as much compassion as I can, which can be challenging but hey it's the life I chose so no complaints at all.
 
lol why are you mad at me because you hate your job? and because i have a good job i'm not allowed to raise concern for the steroid scene? btw i was deployed a handful of times asshole, my life wasn't always nice, and i think you lack a brain to be honest. ur a grown man but it seems like all u know is how to point the finger at people who've built a life greater than the one you've built on the farm. hows being a jealous bitter little bitch working out for you?
Finance guy due to nepotism or what............? Sounds like the first.

How about you use proper language when you write? Here's some tips: "ur" is "you are" or "you're". "u" is "You".

Maybe you need to go back to school and work on the fundamentals, before coming here and spewing bullshit.

What a snowflake......
 
Finance guy due to nepotism or what............? Sounds like the first.

How about you use proper language when you write? Here's some tips: "ur" is "you are" or "you're". "u" is "You".

Maybe you need to go back to school and work on the fundamentals, before coming here and spewing bullshit.

What a snowflake......
ur a fucking moron. literally what was the purpose of your post? to correct my grammar and tell me to "go back to school" ? what are you even talking about?
 
I always love when douchebags throw out their military service like we're supposed to suddenly bootlick. I served. I deployed and I would never use that information like you did to elevate myself above others based on zero merit aside from doing what you signed up to do. It was your fucking job, asshole.

Fuck you
 
ur a fucking moron. literally what was the purpose of your post? to correct my grammar and tell me to "go back to school" ? what are you even talking about?
You should be ashamed. Your grammer is disgusting for a 29 year old male. Fix the grammar and maybe people will take you seriously.

And how did you get into finance and in NYC? Nepotism? Did I guess right?
 
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everything has lost its meaning in the world but i'll start here. i can't trust any source anymore. it's been over a decade for me and i'm only 29 and i'm just worried because nowadays you can fake anything, any pdf file, any HPLC test, any lab test you can fuckin edit anything. and even then, lab tests don't mean shit. now it's like "well you're a poor responder and i'm a 60x responder and ur a 2x responder". literally everything has lost its meaning.

i'm a finance guy i live in nyc, i do alright for myself so i know how it is, but i thought this was the one place left where guys can look out for one another. we all share the same obsession and it's a dangerous game we play but if we choose to play, like i said, we should look out for one another. things are fucked up around here and in the whole scene.
Sure if you are looking for the shit you will find it. But there are still people and sourses to trust. They are hidden in the corners. But here. I think it is hard for sourses too. They do their best for us mostly. But if someone fucks them over we all pay. Or if someone bags them for no reason they lose faith. It is equally as hard for all from ground to ceiling.
 
I always love when douchebags throw out their military service like we're supposed to suddenly bootlick. I served. I deployed and I would never use that information like you did to elevate myself above others based on zero merit aside from doing what you signed up to do. It was your fucking job, asshole.

Fuck you

Exactly. It makes me question if OP is a troll. I don't know anyone who would throw that information out there like that.

On that note: OP, tell us your branch and MOS. Let's hear about these deployments. The military is a small world.......
 
Exactly. It makes me question if OP is a troll. I don't know anyone who would throw that information out there like that.

On that note: OP, tell us your branch and MOS. Let's hear about these deployments. The military is a small world.......
The unfortunate thing about that sort of information is that it's essentially doxxing himself if he does it. I would never talk work related things on here since it's indexed by google
 
The unfortunate thing about that sort of information is that it's essentially doxxing himself if he does it. I would never talk work related things on here since it's indexed by google
I wanted to see if he goes on a rant like this below:

"What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I'll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I've been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I'm the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across the USA and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You're fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that's just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little "clever" comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn't, you didn't, and now you're paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You're fucking dead, kiddo."
 
I always love when douchebags throw out their military service like we're supposed to suddenly bootlick. I served. I deployed and I would never use that information like you did to elevate myself above others based on zero merit aside from doing what you signed up to do. It was your fucking job, asshole.

Fuck you
Hope it isnt offensive when we thank you for doing what you signed up for. Not everyone can put country and polatics before themselves. Dont undersell it. Service man and women are real life super heroes to me. Job done well. Live long live happy.
 
Hope it isnt offensive when we thank you for doing what you signed up for. Not everyone can put country and polatics before themselves. Dont undersell it. Service man and women are real life super heroes to me. Job done well. Live long live happy.
I'm happy you are thankful, but it isn't about that. It's extremely bad taste for a veteran to try and use "deployments" for credibility, especially on an anonymous internet forum.
 
Hope it isnt offensive when we thank you for doing what you signed up for. Not everyone can put country and polatics before themselves. Dont undersell it. Service man and women are real life super heroes to me. Job done well. Live long live happy.
You'll notice earlier in this thread the moment this guy mentions mil service someone thanks him for his service. It's almost like the asshole was expecting it and to come off holier than thou based off his time in uniform while people who didn't serve ultimately praise this piece of shit.

Military service is a paying profession. People who serve are not better people. They are a cross section of society and although they have experiences that a civilian will never face it does not make me or any veteran better than a civilian. This guy insinuated his service elevated himself above the people he was arguing with. It is fucking disgusting and is dishonorable.
 
You'll notice earlier in this thread the moment this guy mentions mil service someone thanks him for his service. It's almost like the asshole was expecting it and to come off holier than thou based off his time in uniform while people who didn't serve ultimately praise this piece of shit.

Military service is a paying profession. People who serve are not better people. They are a cross section of society and although they have experiences that a civilian will never face it does not make me or any veteran better than a civilian. This guy insinuated his service elevated himself above the people he was arguing with. It is fucking disgusting and is dishonorable.
Yeah and it worked to an extent, my grandfather served in Korea as a marine, my father was in the navy. So I have alot of respect for people in the armed forces. I appreciate hearing what your saying, your 100% on the money.

I think I just walked into his trap, where he drops the fact he works in finance, knowing he's gonna get backlash from that so he can go to his oh your just jealous because your poor routine. When that backfired he dropped back too oh I served so you can't be mean to me kind of a thing.
 
You'll notice earlier in this thread the moment this guy mentions mil service someone thanks him for his service. It's almost like the asshole was expecting it and to come off holier than thou based off his time in uniform while people who didn't serve ultimately praise this piece of shit.

Military service is a paying profession. People who serve are not better people. They are a cross section of society and although they have experiences that a civilian will never face it does not make me or any veteran better than a civilian. This guy insinuated his service elevated himself above the people he was arguing with. It is fucking disgusting and is dishonorable.
These are the feelings and ideas of a man who served and i respect you. But from a guy who only did reserve service i feel it my duty to thank you for what you did. And i totally agree no one should stand up in a crowd and say i served so lick my boots. But do let people thank you. It makes us feel better knowing you risked your life for weekly pay. Sorry if i havent worded myself well.
 
I mean I just have so much respect to paramedics/medics, they're number one in my book and very under appreciated...

I wanted to become one myself but I blacked out during blood fear test idk how to call it in English, but I think you know what I mean.

So I'm mentally too weak, but I admit it and respect those people who save lives

So if you're a paramedic/medic, then thank you for being one and saving lives :)
I believe the words you were looking for are you fainted like a little girl?
 
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