Hey
@cargin,
Going to do my best to give some reasonable feedback you may appreciate. I'm no SARM hater (though I'd never take them), I even closely follow and have posted about
the most recent ostarine outcome data.
Not because I think anyone here should take it, but because I'm a fan of new research into any anabolic and think ostarine does have potential in folks who are worried about androgenic sides (older women/etc).
All that said, we still really don't know much about it! It definitely nukes lipids, and compared to even some of the less studied true AAS people do here, has paltry safety data. With all that, the gains you would get seem minimal. But wait, you said you'd be doing higher doses so you'd probably see more gains - Where there's really no large scale safety data! See where I'm going with this? To add onto all of that, you're going to suppress your natural production and there is a
massive nonzero chance you retain zero of your gains in exchange for risk, albeit not
massive risk.
You're looking for a speedier recomp - Why not explore non-androgen signaling forms of recomp? Back when I was a competitive runner, we abused the living shit out of oral albuterol and IM/IV L-carnitine. Titrated up to 4mg 5-7x a day. At your current size and experience, you'd not only see some pretty significant fat loss, but with good training some no bullshit anabolism driven by the albuterol, while taking one of the most well studied drugs on Earth and not even touching your very healthy HTPA. Is it ideal? Probably not, but it will likely leave you with better long term gains and health than slamming a research chemical.
You're going to do what you want, obviously. And frankly I don't think you'll do much damage from running ostarine, there's much worse mistakes to make in life.
That said, it is a dumb mistake nevertheless and there's a reason
everyone here is telling you not to. It is the wrong decision from a health
and gains perspective. Just my two cents.