So your going off an on TRT throughout the year or are you just "blasting and cruising"? Most people, that I know of, just stay on TRT and never take periods off....But you could try running hCG along with Clomid and Nolva to try restoring hpta function for pct. There is a specific way to do this and I would rather you get a protocol for how to run these things from someone more qualified than me. PM Dr. Scally. I haven't ran hCG but I haven't been "on" for as long as you. If your not trying to "go thru that feeling again of not feeling myself" again, your best bet would be to run hCG. But your not going to feel like you did on 500mg a week of test normally, ever. You have become accustomed to the feeling that supraphysiological levels of testosterone give, which are impossible to achieve unless you either naturally have extremely high testosterone or you are using AAS. You may find out that you have forgotten what "normal" feels like.
I would like to see more people with cases of ASIH report back after running hCG and SERMs. I don't know if this is applies to you, since you never run PCT or gave yourself enough time to recover. But I see people reporting hypogonadism after running gear asking for help and after they get the advice they never let us know how they are doing. Did they just go on trt, did they just stay on one long cycle, did they recover, did they commit suicide? Would be nice to know what happens to these people.