What's up guys, well I'm just waking up on my day off from work and having my first shot of coffee...
OK well an introduction, to start I am a Army Veteran. My MOS (job) was 11B and a 94A, electronics repair and infamtry. I was 22 and in the best shape of my life, took advantage of the combative programs and also took BJJ outside of the Army. I ended up in a tournament and got a pretty bad case of bilateral inguinal hernias and also messed my back up pretty bad. Two months later after the Docs finally poked and made me cough, I had two surgeries scheduled. The dates were set one month from each other, the doc said with open surgery it should be one month from each other. Well after my first surgery I found my first love of my life, oxycodone.
Fast forward to 2012, I finally lost my script of oxycodone because I lost my job and lost my insurance. Conveniently, my ex had a brother that could get Vicodin, and Oxycodone on the speed dial. I landed a crap job to pay for my habit and gas for my GSXR1000 and kept at that for another 2 years until I found H.
My second true love, within 3 months I managed to drop from 160 to 135lbs. Then I overdosed, flat lined for roughly 3 minutes. My father heard me drop like a sack of bricks on the bathroom and gave me chest compressions until the EMTs arrived. I woke up with a cop searching me and I asked him if he had the rights to do so. Nervously he walks off, and I get forced to take a ride to the hospital. Where I was hooked up to some machine.
Fast forward to now, I'm 16 months sober. I've had a script of Vicodin since and didn't abuse it. ER gave me dilaudid and I didn't have cravings after. As I feel fantastic, got my own apartment, ZX10R, 98 Jeep TJ slightly built and tons of food.
Well, I've been working out since December. I'm 200 pounds on the money and two days ago my bench hit 240. I found a legit source for Ostarine in January and started a 6 week cycle, as well as GHRP2 and Mod GRF. I packed on some serious strength and lean muscle, so about two weeks ago I started LGD and continued GHRP2+Mod (100mcg x3 daily) that's where my strength went from bang to BOOM. I can tell it's definitely suppressive, so we will see how long this cycle lasts as in a few months I'm going to start a test cycle.
I have a lot more research to do before I do start a cycle because it's dangerous stuff. Also I want to have gradual gains and not blow up like some guys I have seen. I'm already getting some compliments and women are def giving me their attention as genetically I gain fast anyways. So anyways I found a couple of online sources but being a paranoid guy, I'm not going to use them. I have time, and oh....
Age-31
Weight-198
Height-68"
BF-20%
[EDIT: Personal pic removed at OP request.]
OK well an introduction, to start I am a Army Veteran. My MOS (job) was 11B and a 94A, electronics repair and infamtry. I was 22 and in the best shape of my life, took advantage of the combative programs and also took BJJ outside of the Army. I ended up in a tournament and got a pretty bad case of bilateral inguinal hernias and also messed my back up pretty bad. Two months later after the Docs finally poked and made me cough, I had two surgeries scheduled. The dates were set one month from each other, the doc said with open surgery it should be one month from each other. Well after my first surgery I found my first love of my life, oxycodone.
Fast forward to 2012, I finally lost my script of oxycodone because I lost my job and lost my insurance. Conveniently, my ex had a brother that could get Vicodin, and Oxycodone on the speed dial. I landed a crap job to pay for my habit and gas for my GSXR1000 and kept at that for another 2 years until I found H.
My second true love, within 3 months I managed to drop from 160 to 135lbs. Then I overdosed, flat lined for roughly 3 minutes. My father heard me drop like a sack of bricks on the bathroom and gave me chest compressions until the EMTs arrived. I woke up with a cop searching me and I asked him if he had the rights to do so. Nervously he walks off, and I get forced to take a ride to the hospital. Where I was hooked up to some machine.
Fast forward to now, I'm 16 months sober. I've had a script of Vicodin since and didn't abuse it. ER gave me dilaudid and I didn't have cravings after. As I feel fantastic, got my own apartment, ZX10R, 98 Jeep TJ slightly built and tons of food.
Well, I've been working out since December. I'm 200 pounds on the money and two days ago my bench hit 240. I found a legit source for Ostarine in January and started a 6 week cycle, as well as GHRP2 and Mod GRF. I packed on some serious strength and lean muscle, so about two weeks ago I started LGD and continued GHRP2+Mod (100mcg x3 daily) that's where my strength went from bang to BOOM. I can tell it's definitely suppressive, so we will see how long this cycle lasts as in a few months I'm going to start a test cycle.
I have a lot more research to do before I do start a cycle because it's dangerous stuff. Also I want to have gradual gains and not blow up like some guys I have seen. I'm already getting some compliments and women are def giving me their attention as genetically I gain fast anyways. So anyways I found a couple of online sources but being a paranoid guy, I'm not going to use them. I have time, and oh....
Age-31
Weight-198
Height-68"
BF-20%
[EDIT: Personal pic removed at OP request.]
