I never ruined my life for gear or ran up in someone's house for it either imo gear has helped me
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Former Navy Corpsman treated like crap after 3 months, but have somethings that I dont want all of?
- Thread starter Bigbillybear
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Good for you brother.
Johns77
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We appreciate your service brother but fuck off with the dope dealing.
Amen
Johns77
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I completely agree. My addictions now are gym and food. I'm still very active in recovery programs and give back as much as possible. This way of life saved me from death as s despair.
Congrats my friend. I know your never going back your a good man and have far to much going for you
Ive got 17-18 lost count. No longer something i think about , life is so much better without drugs.
Johns77
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Thanks brotha
Hell no im not going back last run I went on was good for me man I was hopeless nothing left spiritually physically and mentally bankrupt and was looking at 23 year opened my eyes
I get two years May 27th.
Johns77
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Thats great bro. This is why we have to keep the dope off meso.
There are so many of us here brother
Thanks, especially those roxies. That was my DOC, the thought did cross my mind for a second. I wouldn't be surprised though, if god forbid someone in recovery saw that and hit him up.
Johns77
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It looks like I'm in the right place here.
Johns77
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Mine was roxies and opanas.
MisterSuperGod
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That there are, brother.
i don't like talking about it, but i'm closing in on a year next month, myself.
That life is dead and gone and there's no reason to look back now!
Congradulations on a year. The first 3 years of sobriety were the hardest for me. I replaced meth with the gym and havent turned back. Its been almost 10 years now and like you said that life is dead and gone.
Bigbillybear
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Bros,
I was on MESO back when they had the classifieds and they sold everything and anything... I'm not trying to start a business, I was in the hospital in a VA hospital they had me so knocked up I cant stand it... I am not a disgrace to anyone and why I mentioned the marines, I SAVED A LOT THATS WHY... So be a jerk if you will and thanks to the bro who understands and the one who has been on them... I have never bought pain meds on the street, honestly with a son who passed when he was 7 and a wife who left me 3 years ago when I was in the hospital and had to learn how to bath myself and walk again... But all I get is jerks mostly who probably use pain meds as its needed if your a serious BBer most have had to get some when something goes wrong.. You call me all this when you could have left it with a response 1 on 1 instead of making you look all big and tough... When I was lifting I was back up power lifter for the USA In ATLANTA, GA... Yeah but you will buy the hell out of gear right??? Call me a fool but look at yourself before you go flexing and calling others a fool when you yourself are NOT doing anything legal with each injection... Hey I don't judge anyone.... Ive seen it all and been through it all and have to say, no worries I'm glad I have meds that I'm not taking as my dosages I'm forcing down I just could use the money... Its kinda hard when you don't have an income have to depend on buddies... Save your stories if your shooting up with illegal substances as your no better by law... whats bad is mine is given to me legally, and I haven't done anything with them illegal yet and I sure haven't lifted since ive been out of the hospital, so no gear usage hear now.... Sorry If I offended you but the amount of posts I have made is over 1k this doesn't show my true amount of posts as its changed so much... By the well do some research my email is probably 15 years old and its always been me and I have many OLD dealers of gear who can say who I am and was there when my Son passed... I do apologize for the post to start but I'm no scammer and honestly glad I didn't actually sell anything as I don't know what I was thinking... I have been through suicide attempts and I just think of the lives who WOULDNT be here now if it wasn't for me and others like myself... I wish nothing but positive karma for you all, unlike most of the replies toward me...
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I was on MESO back when they had the classifieds and they sold everything and anything... I'm not trying to start a business, I was in the hospital in a VA hospital they had me so knocked up I cant stand it... I am not a disgrace to anyone and why I mentioned the marines, I SAVED A LOT THATS WHY... So be a jerk if you will and thanks to the bro who understands and the one who has been on them... I have never bought pain meds on the street, honestly with a son who passed when he was 7 and a wife who left me 3 years ago when I was in the hospital and had to learn how to bath myself and walk again... But all I get is jerks mostly who probably use pain meds as its needed if your a serious BBer most have had to get some when something goes wrong.. You call me all this when you could have left it with a response 1 on 1 instead of making you look all big and tough... When I was lifting I was back up power lifter for the USA In ATLANTA, GA... Yeah but you will buy the hell out of gear right??? Call me a fool but look at yourself before you go flexing and calling others a fool when you yourself are NOT doing anything legal with each injection... Hey I don't judge anyone.... Ive seen it all and been through it all and have to say, no worries I'm glad I have meds that I'm not taking as my dosages I'm forcing down I just could use the money... Its kinda hard when you don't have an income have to depend on buddies... Save your stories if your shooting up with illegal substances as your no better by law... whats bad is mine is given to me legally, and I haven't done anything with them illegal yet and I sure haven't lifted since ive been out of the hospital, so no gear usage hear now.... Sorry If I offended you but the amount of posts I have made is over 1k this doesn't show my true amount of posts as its changed so much... By the well do some research my email is probably 15 years old and its always been me and I have many OLD dealers of gear who can say who I am and was there when my Son passed... I do apologize for the post to start but I'm no scammer and honestly glad I didn't actually sell anything as I don't know what I was thinking... I have been through suicide attempts and I just think of the lives who WOULDNT be here now if it wasn't for me and others like myself... I wish nothing but positive karma for you all, unlike most of the replies toward me...
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Bigbillybear
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I also want to add, You all are right about the fact so many used or uses BBing to get off of meds... I honestly didn't think of that all the ones who have beat this demon and I could have tempted anyone... I am so sorry... I hope the ones going through forgive me...I am not a dealer and back many years ago on this same site when they had the only open, true open board and no one else did (the classifieds) I fought against many like myself.... although I would have never cheated anyone but don't worry no one will ever be tempted by me again other then maybe some info on BBing since my major is medical science... But I am living still in hell and would appreciate your thoughts of positive karma and prayer to get off and get my life back, even at my old lows sound better then I am now.... Thanks for making me understand exactly why others were mad at me for posting this hear... I didn't understand.. I'm so sorry... Please unless for support no emails or PM's etc...
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Gbro
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I hope you get some help.
